Let You Go

I know you're no good, you're no good for me
I try to tell myself over and over again
I remember how, how you let me down
I remind myself over and over and then
I pick up the phone, put it down again
I go through this shit over and over each day
Think i see you each time i walk through town
I swear it happens to me over and over, oi vey!
You done me wrong left my heart needing stitches
But i still miss your kisses
As i write this song i remember how we fought
But i've still got a weak spot
I must be insane
Cuz i really wanna see you
I'm wishing you were here with me right now
You know i really wanna see you
But i've got to resist somehow
Cuz i really wanna call you
It would be a mistake i know
And i really wanna see you
Even though i know i just gotta let you go
It's so hard to make, make myself believe
I won't be with you ever, not ever again
I try to convince, to convince myself
That i'm through with you forever and ever amen
I can't call you up and it's making me so sad
But my mom'll be so mad if i do
She was the one had to hear all my crying
While i thought i was dying over you
And i know she's right
But i really wanna see you
And i'm wishing you were here with me right now
You know i really wanna see you
But i've got to be strong somehow
Cuz i really wanna text you
My shrink would kill me if she knew
That i really wanna see you
Cuz we all know i'm better off without you
I'm a strong and independent girl
I know i'll find somebody new
And most days i understand that
I deserve way better than you
But there are other days every now and then
When i'm feeling lonely i remember when
When we started out how you were so sweet
And how you'd blow on my soup when it was too hot to eat
Before i figured out how you like to pick fights
How there's no use in arguing cuz you're always right
You're such a jerk when you drink and you insulted my band
You never knew who i was you never did understand
So though i really wanna see you
I really wanna call you
And though i'll miss getting to text you
Though i'll miss just being next to you
Though i really wanna see you
It'd be a bad idea i know
And i'm not going to see you
Cuz it's clear my dear i just gotta let you go
It's clear my dear i just gotta let you go
It's clear my dear i just gotta let you go