Broken

I've been nowhere lost
With my thoughts unspoken
On this road I'll walk
Till my eyes won't open

I'm hopped up on adrenaline, and pissed off at society,
My idols turned to rivals, and I see y'all fuckers eyeing me,
I'm calm but at the same time, I'm crippled with anxiety,
The truth is that I never knew this strength was deep inside of me,
I'm.I'm lost at the moment, but I'll be on the way,
Nothings ever promised but tomorrow,
So I live today, They hoping,
Barrels are loaded, locked and we smoking,
I'm ready dialin' my sights for the nights
I was feeling broken

Though I feel so numb
Like my wings are frozen
I will rise above
And show them I'm not broken

And I finally broke,
Lost outa hope,
Killing wit body with all this smoke,
How could I cope,
Feelings provoked,
Now that my moments hear hope I don't choke,
And I hope I don't fall, hoping you call,
Everythings closing in even the walls,
Lord if you hear me I pray that you save me,
Cause I'm out hear dying from all the withdrawals,
Feeling I probably shouldn't have done it,
I'm stuck at the summit, I'm tryna not to slip,
Trip and I'll plummet, and all I got from it,
Was going out my mind, and I'm loosing my grip,
Smoke and I sip, broken and ripped,
Stoking my fire, and I turned into brick,
Y'all full of shit, awful and sick,
Open my eyes up to all that I've missed.
Now I'm saying that,
I'm lost at the moment, but I'll be on the way,
Nothings ever promised but tomorrow,
So I live today, They hoping,
Barrels are loaded, locked and we smoking,
I'm ready dialin' my sights for the nights
I was feeling broken

Broken