Popular Monster

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[00:05.70] I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
[00:08.43] I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
[00:11.34] Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:14.36] I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
[00:17.39] I battle with depression, but the question still remains
[00:20.18] Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
[00:23.00] And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:25.99] Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?
[00:29.56] Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
[00:31.84] And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
[00:34.49] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[00:39.09] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[00:46.23] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[00:49.21] I'm a popular, popular monster
[00:52.06] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[01:00.79] I'm a popular, popular monster
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[01:09.77] I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
[01:12.69] Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
[01:15.25] I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
[01:18.20] How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
[01:21.21] Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
[01:24.09] Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
[01:27.01] But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
[01:29.92] Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
[01:33.40] Motherfucker, now you got my attention
[01:35.43] I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
[01:38.65] And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
[01:41.40] Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
[01:45.72] I fell asleep at the wheel again
[01:47.82] Crashed my car just to feel again
[01:50.35] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[01:54.72] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[02:01.87] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[02:04.71] I'm a popular, popular monster
[02:07.69] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[02:16.45] I'm a popular, popular fucking monster
[02:22.38] Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh
[02:31.19] We're sick and tired of wondering
[02:34.25] Praying to a god that you don't believe
[02:36.95] We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
[02:39.74] So the question I ask is
[02:41.64] Oh, where the fuck is your god now?
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[02:54.44] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[03:01.49] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:04.45] I'm a popular, popular monster
[03:07.41] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[03:15.67] I'm not a popular, popular monster
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[03:24.82] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:27.73] I'm a popular, popular monster
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