The Carnival

I got my fin, I got mine censured, and I am waiting, first my glasses (?)
Oh I,
Really need something to pass the time,
Oh I need a shape, I got the spire made
But they're just saying "Oh l-l-l-l-look at me, look at me"
Oh I,
Yeah I've got something that's worth my time
Oh darling please,
Darling speak,
Oh ho it's easy,
I left my room, put my feet back in my shoes
I left a note that I'll be back before two
Oh why,
Do I keep thinking 'bout loss of life?
Oh, I need a change, I need to share a space,
Spare you a place, I need another, any holiday please,
Oh why,
Do I keep finding rings round my eyes?
Oh darling please,
Oh darling speak,
I can't help but be calm, I can't help but pretend,
I can't help but be born, I can't help but be dead,
Oh darling please,
Oh darling speak,
Oh ho it's easy,
Oh it's hard to be easy,
Although it's never been...
Oh it's easy,
Oh it's easy,
Oh ho believe me, I want a tongue to feed me
See me be gagging, it's so easy, woo-hoo,
I need a shape, I got the spire made
Nothing to say that????? look at me, oh baby,
So I continue to ask nicely
Oh darling please,
Oh darling speak,
I can't help but be calm, I can't help but pretend,
I can't help but be born, I can't help but be dead,
Oh darling please,
Oh darling speak,
Oh ho it's easy,
Oh it's hard to be easy