Numb

Too many sleepless nights
I agonized over every detail
Moving left then moving right
Realize I'm only chasing my tail

No more chewing off my nails
No more working through the night
No more replays in my head
Of all the things I didn't say right
No more plotting all the ways
And endless try to optimize or then
No more practice no more prep,
Resist the urge to apologize

I'm crankin' up the numb
Turning down the give a shit
Gonna have some fun
I'll mute the noise
That worries myself sick
Turning up the "I don't care"
Gonna have some fun
I've given my last fuck
There's nothing there

So glad I let it slide
My worry washing off of me now
Losing grip not holding tight
To weight that's only dragging me down

No more chewing off my nails
No more working through the night
No more replays in my head
Of all the things I didn't say right
No more plotting all the ways
And endless try to optimize or then
No more practice no more prep,
Resist the urge to apologize

I'm crankin' up the numb
Turning down the give a shit
Gonna have some fun
I'll mute the noise
That worries myself sick
Turning up the "I don't care"
Gonna have some fun
I've given my last fuck
There's nothing there