A Lot To Ask

[00:12.09] Oh I been pacing back and forth
[00:13.93] For some kind direction
[00:15.00] Simple lessons
[00:16.16] I need my space for some time
[00:17.90] Looking for some balance
[00:18.88] It's a challenge
[00:19.59] I'ma find beautiful in everything
[00:21.64] Some ecstasy divine
[00:22.90] So don't wait up on me
[00:24.51] I gotta stay fly
[00:25.99] Speak my truth
[00:26.91] And let it fall out my mind
[00:28.72] This won't do
[00:29.80] All these vacancies
[00:30.93] It seem that something been taking me
[00:32.15] I need to find me a place to be
[00:33.41] Might leave all that's breaking me
[00:36.12] I know it's hard to see the light
[00:37.22] Inside the little things
[00:38.75] But something's telling me
[00:39.73] To take a leap, take a step
[00:41.26] Live your life the way you know
[00:42.60] Don't forget to take a breath
[00:44.09] Trust that everything's gon work
[00:45.65] The way it's supposed to
[00:46.88] Look up to the sky and wait
[00:48.39] Just how we supposed to
[00:49.45] There's special in our lives to take
[00:51.04] Even if we're miles away
[00:52.44] From where we think we ought to be
[00:53.84] I know it's safer by the day
[00:55.84] Is this a lot to ask?
[00:57.08] I just wanna do it my way
[00:58.64] Where my people at?
[00:59.51] I take that passion then apply things
[01:01.37] I don't want the half
[01:02.12] Just the entire thing
[01:03.42] I ain't gonna bat a single lash
[01:04.94] At what they offering
[01:06.07] Fuck up off my screen
[01:07.27] (Is that a lot to ask?)
[01:08.69] I just wanna be me
[01:09.98] (Is that a lot to ask?)
[01:11.42] And I'd rather just leave
[01:12.62] (Yeah and be an outcast)
[01:14.38] Rather believe
[01:15.58] (In where I'm at, than y'all at)
[01:18.00] Paint a perfect picture picture perfect
[01:19.41] Bitch I gets to workin'
[01:20.76] I'm just tryna live and learn
[01:21.83] And kick it, burn, and shift the earth then
[01:23.36] If my dog in trouble
[01:24.42] Tell the copper that I did the dirt then
[01:26.15] I just plead this fifth is workin'
[01:27.45] You can kiss the curb then
[01:28.58] Bitch I gets it early
[01:29.87] It's just work, work, work
[01:31.36] And it's death, and it's rent
[01:32.77] On the third or first
[01:34.06] I'ma spit it how I live it
[01:35.32] That's my word, word, word
[01:36.81] She a bad bad birdie
[01:38.15] I'm a worm, worm, worm
[01:39.54] Could you scoop me up?
[01:40.78] I ain't ever owned a whip
[01:41.85] But I can give and go a bit
[01:43.29] Anxiety is so a bitch
[01:44.62] I done tried a lotta things
[01:46.28] I done tried not watching numbers
[01:47.83] And not buying Starbucks
[01:49.28] But my life is all fucked
[01:50.95] I called it love, lust is what?
[01:52.53] What's the word, what's up?
[01:53.77] Must've slurred it some
[01:54.77] What's the curse I put on my tongue?
[01:56.25] Of course I didn't, yall dumb
[01:57.76] Y'all forcin' it like I would
[01:59.16] I'm warmin' up, it's all good
[02:00.45] I'm bored with it as I should be
[02:02.26] Never quite as good as I should be
[02:04.22] My demeanor lookin' five foot three
[02:06.19] And I'm five eleven
[02:07.53] And I'm roundin' down
[02:08.55] To fit the rhyme, whatever
[02:09.75] I'm fuckin' high as ever
[02:10.99] Only sorta kinda clever
[02:12.23] Find a level to reach
[02:13.62] And then jump from
[02:14.95] It don't hurt as bad
[02:16.20] When it's just one story
[02:17.68] I heard yall smacked
[02:18.87] Who you get bumps from?
[02:20.42] I'll hit y'all back when I hit my floor
[02:24.03] Is this a lot to ask?
[02:25.22] I just wanna do it my way
[02:26.81] Where my people at?
[02:27.89] I take that passion then apply things
[02:29.41] I don't want the half
[02:30.53] Just the entire thing
[02:31.68] I ain't gonna bat a single lash
[02:33.25] At what they offering
[02:34.32] Fuck up off my screen
[02:35.52] (Is that a lot to ask?)
[02:36.98] I just wanna be me
[02:38.29] (Is that a lot to ask?)
[02:39.61] And I'd rather just leave
[02:42.73] Rather believe
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