Apologies

This noise is making me lose my head again
This light is making me lose my sight, I swear
I used to love when everything was messed up
And I used to hate the quiet places of this world

I take a breath run as fast as I can
Try to escape before I go insane
I take a breath run as fast as I can
Try to escape before I go insane

Flashing lights cutting through my brain
Distant shouts echoing in my head
My heart is racing I'm starting to faint
I hit the ground I lose myself

Now I'm afraid I can never be whole again
I try to face it but it's starting all over again
I used to love being surrounded by the crowd
I used to hate the smooth comfort of my bed

I take a breath run as fast as I can
Try to escape before I go insane
I take a breath run as fast as I can
Try to escape before I go insane

Flashing lights cutting through my brain
Distant shouts echoing in my head
My heart is racing I'm starting to faint
I hit the ground I lose myself