God Particle

There's shards all over
You've left your mark
Reflecting sunlight
Reflecting the dark
Am I a guest?

You needed vision
(You once saw it all)
But I'm blind and deaf
(No wise oracle)
You want a real man
(Whatever that's worth)
But I'm only half

Through glass pines
And hollows
Creeks mirror
My movements

For how long
Have we tasted mud?

Edges of the crystal branches
Scratch my arms and legs
The long arms of the great white clockwork
Comes to no one's defence

I won't follow
I won't live by your ways
I won't be there
I won't live this life