struggles

[00:17.30] Wonder what makes me happy again
[00:22.16] What the f- makes me happier, friend?
[00:26.83] Hope that I die with a happier end
[00:30.36] Not a thing, not a ring could make me happier, and
[00:34.83] I know I struggle with drugs
[00:40.25] And I know I struggle with love
[00:44.85] Sometimes I'm sad as hell
[00:48.48] And I'm not really happy to be here
[00:53.77] Sometimes I'm mad as hell
[00:57.46] And I'm not really happy to be here (oh)
[01:02.77] Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
[01:06.26] Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
[01:10.62] Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
[01:15.11] Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh, no
[01:20.37]
[01:37.05] Ayy, I got drugs, I don't need any friends (uh)
[01:42.34] What a surprise, I'm feeling sick again (yeah)
[01:47.18] Dilated, trying to walk on the edge
[01:51.15] Told myself I wouldn't do it again
[01:54.99] So, if I can't come back to you
[01:57.72] Then let's talk like I'm gone forever
[01:59.98] I'd buy back the time with you I wasted
[02:02.93] It's better late than never
[02:04.58] We contrast to tell the truth
[02:06.75] Without me, you'll probably be better
[02:09.03] With my last breath, inhale smoke
[02:11.27] And get high one last time, whatever
[02:13.57] I know I struggle with drugs
[02:18.05] And I know I struggle with love
[02:22.67] Sometimes I'm sad as hell
[02:26.27] And I'm not really happy to be here
[02:31.05] Sometimes I'm mad as hell
[02:35.27] And I'm not really happy to be here (oh)
[02:40.52] Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
[02:44.19] Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
[02:48.43] Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
[02:52.85] Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh, no
[03:01.04] Mm-mm-mm, oh-oh
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