The One to Blame

I'm the one, the one to blame
The only witness of my decay

I'm the one to blame

I will be damned for each promise I made
Which I betrayed and each lie I said

I've never felt so confused
Torn between life and death
Am I a lord or a slave?
Now I have to decide

How fucking dark was the divine light?
I was lost in my stupidity
I was too blinded to see

I believe that nothing can save me
Except a rope or a gun
I've always been a mean man
And now in the end
I understand Hell is paradise