worthless

When I'm coffin bound
Buried six feet below the ground
Will there be a eulogy
For someone as worthless as me?

A pathetic social outcast
That's rejected by his peers
Gay bashed, called racist names, hiding, shedding tears

Raped at a young age
Broken like a rib cage
Told his whole childhood he's fucking worthless
Go slit your wrists, you're a fucking burden
I was just a kid
I did not deserve this
I don't deserve this, no

When I'm coffin bound
Buried six feet below the ground
Will there be a eulogy
For someone as worthless as me?

I hid it all from my loved ones
They just wouldn't understand
Life in turn creates repression
A victim of the circumstances
Trade sobriety for prescriptions drugs
Full of nausea and neglect
Feeling manic as fuck, god
I wish i died in that car crash...
Wear adrenaline over wounds
And scars like a suit of armor

A body wildly undisciplined and denied everything It truly desires
Maybe the world would be a better place if I left tonight?
If I left tonight
If I left tonight

When I'm coffin bound
Buried six feet below the ground
Will there be a eulogy
For someone as worthless as me?

When I'm coffin bound
Buried six feet below the ground
Will there be a eulogy
For someone as worthless as me?