MERRY GO ROUND

[00:05.09] I'd sell my soul to feel alive again
[00:08.19] Some days, I wish I could pretend
[00:10.82] So sick of wakin' up in the mornings
[00:15.33] I find myself prayin' to God again
[00:18.48] I don't know if I hear a friend
[00:20.95] 'Cause it's just me doin' the talkin'
[00:24.34] I'm stuck inside this merry-go-round
[00:26.91] Don't know if I wanna get out
[00:29.99] What's so wrong bein' honest?
[00:35.62] 'Cause I drink too much, I think too much
[00:38.28] I barely like myself enough
[00:40.95] I say, "I'm fine," but I hurt inside
[00:45.92] I fall in love, I fuck it up
[00:48.21] Then wonder what the fuck it was
[00:51.22] It's all a lie, and I'm terrified
[00:56.29] All my days feelin' like weeks again
[00:59.37] I find myself spiralin'
[01:01.85] With every turn, I lose a piece of my heart
[01:05.34] Stuck inside this merry-go-round
[01:07.72] Don't know if I wanna get out
[01:10.75] What's so wrong with bein' honest?
[01:16.31] 'Cause I drink too much, I think too much
[01:18.89] I barely like myself enough
[01:21.76] I say, "I'm fine," but I hurt inside
[01:26.68] I fall in love, I fuck it up
[01:29.24] Then wonder what the fuck it was
[01:32.08] It's all a lie, and I'm terrified
[01:37.62] And I'm on my knees, surrounded
[01:40.25] Just underneath, I'm drownin'
[01:42.46] It is all a lie, and I'm terrified
[01:47.11] I drink too much, I think too much
[01:49.65] I barely like myself enough
[01:52.35] I say, "I'm fine," but I hurt inside
[01:57.33] I fall in love, I fuck it up
[01:59.98] Then wonder what the fuck it was
[02:02.84] It's all a lie, and I'm terrified
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