It's All up to You

You're so obsessed with everything you wanna be
Scattered, your bloodshot eyes could never see
It's all planned just to make you wanna bleed
It's a machine made to hide the key

I just can't live like this! You're so pathetic
Dead eyes, you think you're so poetic
So static but oh it's modern to be skeptic
Suicidal? Please, I'll let you take all the credit

How did this turn out to be such a mess?
You could never see what it means to me
But ain't this such a bliss
In such a lonely night it's easier to hide behind those dead eyes

You could never see what it means to me
But ain't this such a bliss
Just go hide, behind those lines
You could never feel what this truly is
Go hide, behind those lies
It doesn't really matter
In the end everything dies
In the end everything dies!

How did this turn out to be such a mess?
You could never see what it means to me
But ain't this such a bliss

I can't believe you went this far but yet again
You fall asleep with clean conscience and bloody hands
It's all okay but you still need to leave a scar
We both know this with this you won't go so far

Go ahead, make yourself bleed to death
You deserve it, you're just a waste of fucking breath
Every night you clean yourself and go to bed
The next morning you go and be the good friend

It's all such a mess
Everything is up to you
I wanna tear my flesh apart!
You disgust me!

What's the point? No one's gonna miss me
I'm just a passer from seven different realities
I can't live like this anymore
It's exhausting, I should just drop on the floor

You can't do it to everyone around you
It's enough your fake smile and sight so blue
The sun won't shine if you don't let it pass through
No one can help you. It's all up to you!