Happy Hour

I would tear my insides out
To find tangled
Pieces of you
I'll need you between
My daydreams that are a real thing
They lock the doors when you're here now
I'll will carve you from the air
I will tie you in my hair
Keep you there
Let you speak pretend you care
I'll be sorry until I puke
Clean me up make me new
Then realize
That you resent
Everything I do
You fucked me up and left me out
And kept this dryness in my mouth
I have no words
I have no sound
I am just stumbling around
Hiding
Seeking
Waiting to be
Found out.