You'd Never Know (acoustic)

You'd never know
I was fighting for my life eight months ago
I shut the door and covered the windows
'Cause the sunlight hurt my eyes
I couldn't even go outside for so
So long

Bet you couldn't tell
But the inside of my head was a livin' hell
I tried my best explaining how it felt
But nobody ever understood
Doctor said that everything looks good, so I
Blamed myself

I don't think I'd ever been so lonely
Didn't know if I would make it out
The dead of the winter of my life
In the middle of the summertime
And it still haunts me now
But you'd never know

That it took me months to step outside alone
'Cause my body still gets tense when I walk home
Past the spot where it all went dark
It's like a movie flashing back in parts that cuts
Deep and slow
Oh

I don't think I'd ever been so lonely
Mm mm mm
Didn't know if I'd make it out
The dead of the winter of my life
In the middle of the summertime
And it still haunts me now
Oh oh oh
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah

Everyone said
"You look fine" from the outside
But in my mind I was upside down and screaming
"What the hell is wrong with me?"
Oh oh
Was trynna make it make sense
Makin' my head spin now, pray to forget
'Cause I'm still here screamin'
"What the hell is wrong with me?"
But you'd never know
Oh
You'd never know
No no