Difficult
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โฑ๏ธ 4:18 duration
๐ ID: 8075737
๐ Lyrics
My double vision
Is only amplifyin' everythin' he isn't
'Til I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen
It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition, hmm
And I've been thinkin'
If I move out this year, I'll feel my parents slippin'
Away and also, I'm just scared of that commitment
I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm missin', hmm
Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult
To name this feelin'
Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grievin'
But over what I never had, so I've been speakin'
To my therapist, I call her every weekend, hmm
I meant to tell you
How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
'Cause you were everythin' to me, where did you run to?
Was it somethin' that I said that colored you blue? Hmm
Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Difficult (I)
Difficult
I've been drinkin'
And stayin' up too late, relivin' bad decisions
I thought eventually, my ranting here would fix it
I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm missin' (hmm)
Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Is only amplifyin' everythin' he isn't
'Til I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen
It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition, hmm
And I've been thinkin'
If I move out this year, I'll feel my parents slippin'
Away and also, I'm just scared of that commitment
I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm missin', hmm
Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult
To name this feelin'
Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grievin'
But over what I never had, so I've been speakin'
To my therapist, I call her every weekend, hmm
I meant to tell you
How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
'Cause you were everythin' to me, where did you run to?
Was it somethin' that I said that colored you blue? Hmm
Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Difficult (I)
Difficult
I've been drinkin'
And stayin' up too late, relivin' bad decisions
I thought eventually, my ranting here would fix it
I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm missin' (hmm)
Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:04.42] My double vision
[00:07.69] Is only amplifyin' everythin' he isn't
[00:14.06] 'Til I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen
[00:20.62] It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition, hmm
[00:30.73] And I've been thinkin'
[00:34.15] If I move out this year, I'll feel my parents slippin'
[00:40.61] Away and also, I'm just scared of that commitment
[00:47.21] I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm missin', hmm
[00:57.94] Oh, I know
[00:59.60] Spiralin' is miserable
[01:02.84] I should probably go back home
[01:06.33] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[01:11.07] Oh, I hope
[01:12.81] I wake up invisible
[01:15.93] I'd be someone no one knows
[01:19.52] I guess I'm just difficult
[01:23.33] To name this feelin'
[01:26.41] Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grievin'
[01:33.14] But over what I never had, so I've been speakin'
[01:39.88] To my therapist, I call her every weekend, hmm
[01:49.40] I meant to tell you
[01:53.18] How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
[01:59.48] 'Cause you were everythin' to me, where did you run to?
[02:06.15] Was it somethin' that I said that colored you blue? Hmm
[02:16.84] Oh, I know
[02:18.39] Spiralin' is miserable
[02:21.84] I should probably go back home
[02:25.01] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[02:30.09] Oh, I hope
[02:31.85] I wake up invisible
[02:35.02] I'd be someone no one knows
[02:38.12] I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
[02:44.74] Difficult (I)
[02:51.68] Difficult
[02:55.64] I've been drinkin'
[02:58.78] And stayin' up too late, relivin' bad decisions
[03:04.94] I thought eventually, my ranting here would fix it
[03:11.44] I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm missin' (hmm)
[03:22.69] Oh, I know
[03:24.29] Spiralin' is miserable
[03:27.45] I should probably go back home
[03:30.74] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[03:35.81] Oh, I hope
[03:37.43] I wake up invisible
[03:40.76] I'd be someone no one knows
[03:43.85] I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
[03:49.05] Oh, I know
[03:50.30] Spiralin' is miserable
[03:54.06] I should probably go back home
[03:57.00] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[04:02.19] Oh, I hope
[04:03.86] I wake up invisible
[04:06.88] I'd be someone no one knows
[04:10.27] I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
[04:15.62]
[00:07.69] Is only amplifyin' everythin' he isn't
[00:14.06] 'Til I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen
[00:20.62] It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition, hmm
[00:30.73] And I've been thinkin'
[00:34.15] If I move out this year, I'll feel my parents slippin'
[00:40.61] Away and also, I'm just scared of that commitment
[00:47.21] I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm missin', hmm
[00:57.94] Oh, I know
[00:59.60] Spiralin' is miserable
[01:02.84] I should probably go back home
[01:06.33] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[01:11.07] Oh, I hope
[01:12.81] I wake up invisible
[01:15.93] I'd be someone no one knows
[01:19.52] I guess I'm just difficult
[01:23.33] To name this feelin'
[01:26.41] Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grievin'
[01:33.14] But over what I never had, so I've been speakin'
[01:39.88] To my therapist, I call her every weekend, hmm
[01:49.40] I meant to tell you
[01:53.18] How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
[01:59.48] 'Cause you were everythin' to me, where did you run to?
[02:06.15] Was it somethin' that I said that colored you blue? Hmm
[02:16.84] Oh, I know
[02:18.39] Spiralin' is miserable
[02:21.84] I should probably go back home
[02:25.01] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[02:30.09] Oh, I hope
[02:31.85] I wake up invisible
[02:35.02] I'd be someone no one knows
[02:38.12] I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
[02:44.74] Difficult (I)
[02:51.68] Difficult
[02:55.64] I've been drinkin'
[02:58.78] And stayin' up too late, relivin' bad decisions
[03:04.94] I thought eventually, my ranting here would fix it
[03:11.44] I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm missin' (hmm)
[03:22.69] Oh, I know
[03:24.29] Spiralin' is miserable
[03:27.45] I should probably go back home
[03:30.74] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[03:35.81] Oh, I hope
[03:37.43] I wake up invisible
[03:40.76] I'd be someone no one knows
[03:43.85] I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
[03:49.05] Oh, I know
[03:50.30] Spiralin' is miserable
[03:54.06] I should probably go back home
[03:57.00] Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
[04:02.19] Oh, I hope
[04:03.86] I wake up invisible
[04:06.88] I'd be someone no one knows
[04:10.27] I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
[04:15.62]