whatever it means

You learnt from the start that you get a new one if you break it
you’ll always be saved when you need it
You follow a line you don't make it you're never the only one standing
You got it the easy way, the loving and laughter
Cause all that really matters will always be the same
Still you don't know what you stand for, not even your name
Well I never got it, I've have had to work for what I’ve gotten
but still too scared to do things that I shouldn't
With the wind in my face and everything against me
I'll be the same while I’m living and lasting
But when you live surrounded by trees
the shame and the sun
and the cold winter breeze
With your forgiven self
you'll know whatever it means
I don't know why
why we can't change the weather
why you are on my mind
But does it matter
I’ll clear my mind
and i don't know why
Cause when you live surrounded by trees
love and the sun
and the warm summer breeze
With your dear old self
you'll know whatever it means
I don't know why
why we can't change the weather
why I am on your mind
But does it matter
nothing ever matters and i don't know why
Cause when you live surrounded by all
the right and the wrong
and friends through red fall
but only with time
you'll know whatever it was