Pain's Invention, Madness

[00:06.97] Pain's Invention, Madness
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[00:23.63] Chains shackle me
[00:28.26] With truth I'm face to face
[00:33.06] Backed up in between
[00:37.01] A damp cage I remain
[00:41.69] In the cell of numb despair
[00:46.23] The chill engulfs my veins
[00:50.52] There's only one notion that I revere
[00:54.57] The only truth in life is pain
[00:58.72] It levels and crushes at its free will
[01:03.43] My doomed fate will soon be sealed
[01:07.85] Pain's invention, madness
[01:10.13] Preys behind my eyes
[01:12.39] Pain's invention, madness
[01:14.49] Now I realize
[01:16.99] Pain's invention, madness
[01:19.26] Though I'll not break free
[01:21.16] Pain's invention, madness
[01:22.93] Truth eternally
[01:25.24] Beyond my grasp is a life
[01:29.84] That I will never attain
[01:33.82] Happiness, joy, not in sight
[01:38.37] Supplanted by truth's dark reign
[01:42.58] Physical, mental agony shows
[01:46.90] Along which my life revolves
[01:51.54] Either you feel it, or you don't
[01:55.50] There are never lies involved
[01:59.47] Clutching to my abnormality
[02:04.46] Hand in hand with destiny
[02:08.77] Pain's invention, madness
[02:11.48] Preys behind my eyes
[02:13.13] Pain's invention, madness
[02:15.61] Now I realize
[02:17.33] Pain's invention, madness
[02:19.90] Though I'll not break free
[02:21.82] Pain's invention, madness
[02:24.33] Truth eternally
[02:29.55]
[02:37.34] When you are pumping full of life
[02:39.65] The one sensation that you have
[02:41.51] Can penetrate through love or hate
[02:45.86] Existence on a higher plane
[02:48.18] In death and life, both the domains
[02:50.26] Surrender totally to pain
[02:58.38]
[03:11.99] I slip and claw and scream
[03:13.67] It calls
[03:14.25] Leave me alone with me
[03:15.58] It yearns
[03:16.44] I'm bleeding from my brain
[03:17.82] It needs me
[03:20.62] I'm helpless, trapped behind
[03:22.38] Its walls
[03:22.97] Tearing apart my mind
[03:24.44] It burns
[03:25.36] Upon my naked soul
[03:26.65] It feeds
[03:29.14] Streams of consciousness fill the page
[03:32.70] As my nerve endings scream in rage
[03:37.46] Deliver me to the darkest age
[03:40.91] As DeSade sits at center stage
[03:45.47] My flesh is but a portal now
[03:49.63] To wisdom and truth I am avowed
[03:54.18] Pain's invention, madness
[03:58.71] Pain's invention, madness
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[04:20.54] Twisting through the door
[04:22.62] Am I nevermore?
[04:24.91] My breath I can feel
[04:27.07] Therefore I am real
[04:29.76] I've succumbed to there heinous sins
[04:31.85] And I'll never be forgiven
[04:34.11] Shackled and bound, my new life I've found
[04:36.37] And I've tasted the fruits forbidden
[04:38.42] I've craving more
[04:40.19] Of pain's overtures
[04:42.43] Liberation is near
[04:44.32] And I have nothing to fear
[04:47.08] In this journey of self-discovery
[04:49.49] I have found the keys to be set free
[04:51.51] In this wicked course, I've uncovered the force
[04:53.81] That will keep me vital eternally
[04:56.12] Pain's invention, madness
[04:58.22] The force that preys behind my eyes
[05:00.31] Pain's invention, madness upon me
[05:04.89] Pain's invention, madness
[05:06.96] It takes this long to realize
[05:09.36] Pain's invention, madness, has set me free
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[05:48.34] Transcendency
[05:49.81] Of mere mortality
[05:52.17] Tortured infliction
[05:54.01] Is now my addiction
[05:56.52] Constant agony
[05:58.44] Has created me
[06:00.84] I am suffering
[06:02.91] Through this atrocity
[06:05.65] I'm not blind to what I might find
[06:07.78] Squirming way down deep inside my labyrinthine mind
[06:10.13] Inhibitions removed, replaced with scar tissue
[06:12.26] And I'm punished with blades of my lobotomizing suit
[06:14.55] I've sought this dream
[06:16.29] In its violent extreme
[06:18.32] Now my pleasure is clear
[06:20.26] Though the lesson's severee
[06:22.77] My will is strong, but I could be wrong
[06:25.05] This new doctrine for which I've been searching all along is
[06:27.66] The religion of truth through administration of pain
[06:29.50] The body only takes so much before it drives the mind insane
[06:31.87] As a matter of fact, my friend
[06:33.73] I've come to my bitter end
[06:35.80] It's not a torture rack I'm in
[06:37.97] Though I can still pretend
[06:40.05] It's a jacket of white with buckles and straps
[06:42.42] Not a pleasure device at all
[06:44.60] It keeps me safely under wraps
[06:46.75] While I'm chained to this padded wall
[06:56.31] Hear my cries...
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[07:13.07] You'll never know
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