LABEL REJECT

[00:14.06] Sat in the back of the cab and I'm thinking
[00:15.88] What woulda happened if I hada gave up
[00:17.65] Pain in mum's eyes when my dad lied still
[00:19.48] Can't cry won't mess up her makeup
[00:20.92] Bro on my phone and he told me what they done
[00:22.85] Told him I'm active told me to Say nun
[00:24.36] I was hater when bro had them trainers
[00:26.11] I want the same ones I had to save up
[00:28.25] Never found no safe haven
[00:29.75] I was alone like most of the day
[00:31.33] Everything that I love end up going away
[00:32.78] Everytime I progress it gets thrown in my face
[00:34.54] I see the world in a whole other shade
[00:36.09] Ever since that Day everything turned grey
[00:38.12] Settled for less I know, I'm ashamed
[00:39.64] I know I'm a mess don't need no one to say it
[00:41.58] My heart went cold and I couldn't just shiver
[00:43.25] Don't see myself when I look in my the mirror
[00:45.03] Ignoring my health so I fuck up my liver
[00:46.83] I knew I was Destined for suttin much bigger
[00:48.68] My life turned any means for the sika
[00:50.35] Drank more and then I got sicker
[00:52.15] Go up the stairs and my heartrate quicker
[00:53.67] I'm Ringing and hoping my marj pick up
[00:55.72] Mum didn't raise no quitter
[00:57.41] But I lost my way after footie
[00:59.21] Spent my whole wage on liquor
[01:00.44] If not I'm spinning that shit in the bookies
[01:02.26] Back then I'd only rap round the mandem
[01:04.02] Truth is I didn't see what they see in me
[01:05.42] Knew I was hard but that didn't mean shit
[01:07.53] I was on edge begging someone to push me
[01:09.91] Hit stu in my work clothes
[01:11.97] COVID hit im on zero hours
[01:13.32] I didn't get furloughed
[01:14.63] Found my drive I put it in turbo
[01:16.13] Everything ready to go
[01:17.28] Apart from me I had things that I couldn't let go
[01:19.85] Feelings I couldn't control
[01:21.69] Bro said fuck it let's go
[01:22.84] Age 23 I dropped my first vid
[01:24.29] I Racked up a million views in a month
[01:26.07] Still Didn't think I was doing enough
[01:27.58] I spent my last tenner for juice in my cup
[01:29.68] Everyone shouting me cause I'm bubbling
[01:31.40] Truth is didn't who I could trust
[01:33.23] Labels were on man
[01:34.17] I saw the p's contract
[01:35.26] Broski I knew I was fucked
[01:37.06] Weighing the pro's and cons
[01:38.11] Deep down I knew I cant miss opportunity
[01:40.24] Soon as I signed my rights
[01:41.72] That shit went left
[01:42.27] My whole life under scrunity
[01:44.01] I hate being told what to do
[01:45.25] And they wanna do me
[01:45.78] Turned me to mutiny
[01:47.33] How can you sign me for what I was doing
[01:50.59] Then try tell me what I couldn't be
[01:53.25] All this time my name getting bigger
[01:53.76] When I'm about I feel everyone preeing
[01:54.91] Get burst everyday I run from the truth
[01:56.18] I knew it was there just didn't wanna see it
[01:57.07] When you got money
[01:58.29] You see through the lies
[01:59.11] I felt alive but didn't wanna be it
[02:00.30] I told my driver pull over stood over the bridge
[02:02.12] Didnt think that the world need me in
[02:04.09] I had so much hate in my heart
[02:05.56] When I take it apart
[02:06.12] It's the love that made me
[02:07.93] I didn't think no one could miss me only
[02:09.05] The thought of my Mum that saved me
[02:11.40] I booked a cab back to the Main street
[02:12.61] Look at the places this shit could take me
[02:14.34] Week later got dropped by my label
[02:15.81] I spent all the bread now I'm here looking crazy
[02:17.64] A year half tryna find myself
[02:19.13] Needed help cause my head in the gutter
[02:21.47] I took a step back and looked at my pack
[02:23.61] And saw how they Step on each other
[02:24.73] Everyone I had back then lost interest
[02:26.22] So I made a choice I ain't telling them nothing
[02:27.73] 10 thousand hours went to the mountain
[02:29.12] Came back 10 times better with substance
[02:31.94] I got problem
[02:32.78] I had hands to feed and I had no p left
[02:34.90] Wanna succeed life ain't smooth sailing
[02:36.78] Need everyone's hands on sea deck
[02:38.18] Starting again gotta go to the bottom
[02:39.65] My motto and plan just reset
[02:42.04] Now Bro's tryna fly up suh
[02:43.29] And he's stuck in a average speed check
[02:45.34] Fuck what they label me
[02:46.51] I Couldn't find my feet
[02:47.79] I was stuck in the deep end
[02:49.15] I get love in the street
[02:50.12] To the industry im the label reject
[02:52.12] All I've done is made you look
[02:53.64] Ima crook cause I ain't even made them see yet
[02:55.48] You don't even know what it took
[02:56.94] If you live by the book that's pain and regret
[02:59.28] Only just got the ball rolling
[03:00.54] Bro on my shoulder
[03:01.34] He's saying it's me next
[03:02.49] Do wrong it'll come back round
[03:03.99] Get up when I'm down that's basic reflex
[03:06.35] I need a change of scenery
[03:07.84] Stare at the wall when I'm depressed
[03:09.21] These demons haven't left me yet
[03:10.83] From I open eyes wanna see death
[03:13.16] Now I got everything patterned
[03:14.65] When I'm gone I beg you don't bread me
[03:16.45] The new shit got em feeling a man
[03:17.60] When I needed a hand swear everyone left me
[03:20.86] All I've got is my word my balls and my tech fleece
[03:23.80] Anyway yeah boss just pull in right here on the left please
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