Lilly

[00:01.25] The hell that you've been through
[00:06.50] The world was against you
[00:13.32] Like when you were 12 and taking care of mom
[00:16.53] 'Cause daddy liked to drink too much
[00:19.35] It forced you into growing up
[00:23.72] You were stuck in a small town
[00:29.36] Thought you'll never get out
[00:36.10] And when you thought you finally found the one
[00:39.39] Learned how it hurts to lose someone
[00:42.55] Don't know how you did it, how you carried on
[00:46.58] So tell me, are you happy?
[00:51.19] 'Cause I know that you've never had it easy
[00:56.95] Maybe I was wrong for thinking you are indestructible
[01:02.54] That you don't get emotional
[01:05.44] Lilly, I'm so sorry
[01:12.54] For all of the late nights
[01:18.14] And every dumb fight
[01:24.38] When I treated you like my human punching bag
[01:28.24] If only I could take it back
[01:30.91] 'Cause I was just a kid, didn't know what it meant
[01:35.27] So tell me, are you happy?
[01:39.72] 'Cause I know that you've never had it easy
[01:45.52] Maybe I was wrong for thinking you are indestructible
[01:51.14] That you don't get emotional
[01:53.96] Lilly, I'm so sorry
[02:02.57] I'm so sorry
[02:08.39] I'm so sorry
[02:14.18] I'm so sorry
[02:22.52] Oh, you're so much more than all the cards that you were dealt with
[02:28.32] Don't you dare apologize for finally being selfish
[02:33.78] I'm sorry for the part I played
[02:36.58] I'm sure it didn't help it
[02:43.30] So tell me, are you happy?
[02:48.20] Or do you miss your life before you had me?
[02:53.76] 'Cause now I'm old enough to know that love can be dysfunctional
[02:59.63] And nothing's unconditional
[03:02.56] Lilly, I'm so sorry
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