Who I Want to Be

[00:08.01] I should probably go to sleep, but I'm counting up regrets
[00:13.54] And all the times you should've left
[00:16.66] Honestly, I can't believe you stayed with me when you did
[00:22.62] You deserve the best and
[00:24.72] I know I've been careless with your love
[00:29.73] And your time, and your patience, but your grace is
[00:32.82] The one thing that kept me from giving up every time
[00:38.97] Baby, you're the reason why
[00:40.92] I'm battling my demons, running to the light
[00:45.13] I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride
[00:49.33] The moments I was weakest, and how I'll be defined
[00:53.58] I'm tryna be a better man, it's taking me some time
[00:57.15] But I'm on my way
[01:03.49] Tryna close the space between who I am today
[01:11.84] And who I, who I wanna be
[01:22.89] Started leaning on my faith 'stead of leaning on the bottle
[01:28.77] Drowning in the sorrow
[01:31.28] Started owning my mistakes instead of living in denial
[01:36.68] Always waiting for tomorrow
[01:38.80] I know I've been careless with your love
[01:43.93] You can trust, I'm changing it for us
[01:47.17] I'm battling my demons, running to the light
[01:51.26] I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride
[01:55.46] The moments I was weakest, and how I'll be defined
[01:59.61] I'm tryna be a better man, and it's taking me some time
[02:03.54] But I'm on my way
[02:09.62] Tryna close the space between who I am today
[02:18.17] And who I, who I wanna be
[02:21.64]
[02:29.16]
[02:36.71] I'm battling my demons, running to the light
[02:41.05] I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride
[02:45.18] The moments I was weakest, and how I'll be defined
[02:49.13] I'm tryna be a better man, and it's taking me some time
[02:53.19] But I'm on my way
[02:59.15] Tryna close the space between who I am today
[03:07.76] And who I, who I wanna be
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