jUST tRYING tO rELAX

[00:14.58] I'm just trying to relax
[00:15.60] I'm just gonna try and stay calm
[00:16.84] Gimme a minute
[00:17.61] I'm just trying to
[00:18.62] I'm just trying to relax
[00:19.99] I'm just gonna try and stay calm
[00:21.51] Gimme a minute
[00:22.23] I'm just trying to
[00:23.31] I'm just trying to relax
[00:24.63] I'm just gonna try and stay calm
[00:26.15] Gimme a minute
[00:26.91] I'm just trying to
[00:27.93] I'm just trying to relax
[00:29.22] I'm just gonna try and stay calm
[00:30.85] Gimme a minute
[00:31.63] I'm just trying to
[00:32.66] Nah, wait
[00:33.41] I'm on the rack
[00:34.19] I was told to stare at my hands
[00:35.56] For a bit, 'til I feel like a
[00:37.49] Just another attack
[00:38.69] Shut up
[00:39.45] While I sit and melt ice on my wrists 'til I feel like a
[00:41.75] Fuck off
[00:42.55] Man I mean it
[00:43.34] I just need a second to collect my thoughts so I can be a
[00:46.44] Can act like a human
[00:47.78] I'm not a real person
[00:49.04] I've told you before
[00:49.71] I can't deal with it
[00:54.47] I can't deal with it
[00:59.12] I can't deal with it
[01:03.73] I can't deal with it
[01:09.25] Fuck your eye contact
[01:11.06] Give me my repose back
[01:12.57] I mean it
[01:13.60] I'm fucking raging
[01:15.18] I'll uppercut you ya rat
[01:17.23] Come near me and I'll snap
[01:18.72] I feel so bad
[01:20.09] Wait
[01:20.89] I didn't mean that
[01:21.80] I need you
[01:23.11] I'm such a fucking radge
[01:24.77] Help me get my breath back
[01:26.53] Why can't I relax?
[01:31.16] Why can't I relax?
[01:46.23] I'm just trying to relax
[01:47.76] I'm just gonna try and stay calm
[01:49.16] Gimme a minute
[01:49.99] I'm just trying to
[01:50.97] I'm just trying to relax
[01:52.46] I'm just gonna try and stay calm
[01:53.78] Gimme a minute
[01:54.57] I'm just trying to
[01:55.52] I'm just trying to relax
[01:56.81] I'm just gonna try and stay calm
[01:58.45] Gimme a minute
[01:59.24] I'm just trying to
[02:00.28] I'm just trying to relax
[02:01.55] I'm just gonna try and stay calm
[02:03.09] Gimme a minute
[02:03.82] I'm just trying to
[02:04.68] Shut off
[02:05.43] I can't beat it
[02:06.18] I can't string a sentence together
[02:08.05] I'm all out of ideas
[02:09.34] Forever
[02:10.38] I mean it
[02:10.87] I'm not in control
[02:11.96] And I never will be
[02:12.97] Help I can't even
[02:14.26] See ya, I won't see ya
[02:15.56] Everyone come say goodbye to me now
[02:17.56] While I'm still here
[02:18.82] Fuck it
[02:19.40] Public freakout
[02:20.13] Mental breakdown
[02:20.95] What if I stay like this?
[02:22.25] I can't deal with it
[02:26.89] I can't deal with it
[02:31.54] I can't deal with it
[02:35.92] I can't deal with it
[02:41.44] Fuck your eye contact
[02:43.21] Give me my repose back
[02:45.08] I mean it
[02:46.07] I'm fucking raging
[02:47.83] I'll uppercut you ya rat
[02:49.43] Come near me and I'll snap
[02:51.22] I feel so bad
[02:52.51] Wait
[02:53.10] I didn't mean that
[02:54.32] I need you
[02:55.34] I'm such a fucking radge
[02:57.17] Help me get my breath back
[02:58.75] Why can't I relax?
[03:03.43] Why can't I relax?
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