Love Songs & Apologies
๐ต 1976 characters
โฑ๏ธ 2:32 duration
๐ ID: 8257414
๐ Lyrics
I was on the way down holding onto nothin
Tell me what to say now
Tell me I've been buggin
Tell you that I get it conversations lead to what then
So what's the point of talking if we can't get past assumptions
Thought that we were better than this
Thought I was different
But fell into a groove that made it hard for me to listen
So every time you tried to reconnect it fell on deaf ears
It should have been our best instead there's nothing but regret here
And I stayed blind to it
Rationalized through it
Left you all alone just to bask in my ruins
It's funny how the brain plays tricks
Only saw it how I wanted
What you say makes sense
These silly little rhythms I get lost in
Closed you out gave you no options
Must've been exhaustin
Let my self perception hold you hostage
Didn't know, didn't know, didn't know
But it makes no difference now
I want to say I'm sorry
From the bottom of my heart
Had to say it in a song
Bell taught me men compartmentalize their lives to escape feelings
To escape facing the pain of healing
Integrity comes from wholeness
Until I can be who I am to everyone, I'll never know it
That's why I had to bring you into this song, Leah
You're the center of my world
But it was broken up in shards
Til I saw your open arms
Getting cut up by the weapons I had forged to disconnect me from the harm
My self harm turned to delusions of safety
I didn't need you to save me
I needed to figure out how to save myself to be with you
Had to get through these issues
Wrapped up in torrents of distracting chatter
Took pieces of myself, and with your help put them back together
I hope the wholeness I feel now can last forever
I hope it's enough
I promise to listen, hear you, connect feel you
See the person that you are, not just be the person that stands near you
Destroy the places I disappear to
Create a plane where 2 become one
Or at least it's a little closer than it was
So many love songs about lust
I just want this song to be about us
So it was
Tell me what to say now
Tell me I've been buggin
Tell you that I get it conversations lead to what then
So what's the point of talking if we can't get past assumptions
Thought that we were better than this
Thought I was different
But fell into a groove that made it hard for me to listen
So every time you tried to reconnect it fell on deaf ears
It should have been our best instead there's nothing but regret here
And I stayed blind to it
Rationalized through it
Left you all alone just to bask in my ruins
It's funny how the brain plays tricks
Only saw it how I wanted
What you say makes sense
These silly little rhythms I get lost in
Closed you out gave you no options
Must've been exhaustin
Let my self perception hold you hostage
Didn't know, didn't know, didn't know
But it makes no difference now
I want to say I'm sorry
From the bottom of my heart
Had to say it in a song
Bell taught me men compartmentalize their lives to escape feelings
To escape facing the pain of healing
Integrity comes from wholeness
Until I can be who I am to everyone, I'll never know it
That's why I had to bring you into this song, Leah
You're the center of my world
But it was broken up in shards
Til I saw your open arms
Getting cut up by the weapons I had forged to disconnect me from the harm
My self harm turned to delusions of safety
I didn't need you to save me
I needed to figure out how to save myself to be with you
Had to get through these issues
Wrapped up in torrents of distracting chatter
Took pieces of myself, and with your help put them back together
I hope the wholeness I feel now can last forever
I hope it's enough
I promise to listen, hear you, connect feel you
See the person that you are, not just be the person that stands near you
Destroy the places I disappear to
Create a plane where 2 become one
Or at least it's a little closer than it was
So many love songs about lust
I just want this song to be about us
So it was
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:20.50] I was on the way down holding onto nothin
[00:23.18] Tell me what to say now
[00:24.49] Tell me I've been buggin
[00:25.41] Tell you that I get it conversations lead to what then
[00:28.37] So what's the point of talking if we can't get past assumptions
[00:30.81] Thought that we were better than this
[00:32.15] Thought I was different
[00:33.14] But fell into a groove that made it hard for me to listen
[00:35.75] So every time you tried to reconnect it fell on deaf ears
[00:38.58] It should have been our best instead there's nothing but regret here
[00:41.18] And I stayed blind to it
[00:42.24] Rationalized through it
[00:43.47] Left you all alone just to bask in my ruins
[00:46.57] It's funny how the brain plays tricks
[00:48.38] Only saw it how I wanted
[00:49.44] What you say makes sense
[00:50.93] These silly little rhythms I get lost in
[00:53.28] Closed you out gave you no options
[00:54.87] Must've been exhaustin
[00:56.13] Let my self perception hold you hostage
[00:58.78] Didn't know, didn't know, didn't know
[01:03.82] But it makes no difference now
[01:08.87] I want to say I'm sorry
[01:12.41] From the bottom of my heart
[01:17.38] Had to say it in a song
[01:21.73] Bell taught me men compartmentalize their lives to escape feelings
[01:25.46] To escape facing the pain of healing
[01:27.77] Integrity comes from wholeness
[01:29.51] Until I can be who I am to everyone, I'll never know it
[01:32.20] That's why I had to bring you into this song, Leah
[01:34.23] You're the center of my world
[01:35.42] But it was broken up in shards
[01:36.78] Til I saw your open arms
[01:37.83] Getting cut up by the weapons I had forged to disconnect me from the harm
[01:41.94] My self harm turned to delusions of safety
[01:44.24] I didn't need you to save me
[01:45.34] I needed to figure out how to save myself to be with you
[01:48.99] Had to get through these issues
[01:52.40] Wrapped up in torrents of distracting chatter
[01:54.39] Took pieces of myself, and with your help put them back together
[01:57.77] I hope the wholeness I feel now can last forever
[02:00.36] I hope it's enough
[02:02.43] I promise to listen, hear you, connect feel you
[02:05.25] See the person that you are, not just be the person that stands near you
[02:08.54] Destroy the places I disappear to
[02:10.32] Create a plane where 2 become one
[02:13.17] Or at least it's a little closer than it was
[02:15.88] So many love songs about lust
[02:18.01] I just want this song to be about us
[02:21.15] So it was
[02:22.71]
[00:23.18] Tell me what to say now
[00:24.49] Tell me I've been buggin
[00:25.41] Tell you that I get it conversations lead to what then
[00:28.37] So what's the point of talking if we can't get past assumptions
[00:30.81] Thought that we were better than this
[00:32.15] Thought I was different
[00:33.14] But fell into a groove that made it hard for me to listen
[00:35.75] So every time you tried to reconnect it fell on deaf ears
[00:38.58] It should have been our best instead there's nothing but regret here
[00:41.18] And I stayed blind to it
[00:42.24] Rationalized through it
[00:43.47] Left you all alone just to bask in my ruins
[00:46.57] It's funny how the brain plays tricks
[00:48.38] Only saw it how I wanted
[00:49.44] What you say makes sense
[00:50.93] These silly little rhythms I get lost in
[00:53.28] Closed you out gave you no options
[00:54.87] Must've been exhaustin
[00:56.13] Let my self perception hold you hostage
[00:58.78] Didn't know, didn't know, didn't know
[01:03.82] But it makes no difference now
[01:08.87] I want to say I'm sorry
[01:12.41] From the bottom of my heart
[01:17.38] Had to say it in a song
[01:21.73] Bell taught me men compartmentalize their lives to escape feelings
[01:25.46] To escape facing the pain of healing
[01:27.77] Integrity comes from wholeness
[01:29.51] Until I can be who I am to everyone, I'll never know it
[01:32.20] That's why I had to bring you into this song, Leah
[01:34.23] You're the center of my world
[01:35.42] But it was broken up in shards
[01:36.78] Til I saw your open arms
[01:37.83] Getting cut up by the weapons I had forged to disconnect me from the harm
[01:41.94] My self harm turned to delusions of safety
[01:44.24] I didn't need you to save me
[01:45.34] I needed to figure out how to save myself to be with you
[01:48.99] Had to get through these issues
[01:52.40] Wrapped up in torrents of distracting chatter
[01:54.39] Took pieces of myself, and with your help put them back together
[01:57.77] I hope the wholeness I feel now can last forever
[02:00.36] I hope it's enough
[02:02.43] I promise to listen, hear you, connect feel you
[02:05.25] See the person that you are, not just be the person that stands near you
[02:08.54] Destroy the places I disappear to
[02:10.32] Create a plane where 2 become one
[02:13.17] Or at least it's a little closer than it was
[02:15.88] So many love songs about lust
[02:18.01] I just want this song to be about us
[02:21.15] So it was
[02:22.71]