Against the Kitchen Floor
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โฑ๏ธ 5:06 duration
๐ ID: 8281187
๐ Lyrics
I don't owe you my heart
And I don't owe you my body
But you should know that I'm sorry
For being careless with you
Lord knows I owe you more
Than I'm pretty sure I ever could give anybody
But I can't pin down what normal people want from foreign objects
Bottom shelf erotic products like me
So, I could hold your hand but keep you at arm's length
Or hang me from a branch too high to climb and shake
Less rare than scarce, less diamond than rough
Unlikely to be more than just the coal you fail to crush, and
I swear, I'm really trying
It just don't come natural to me to think that you'd want me for me
I swear, I'm really trying
Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet
I still don't know who you are
I only know that I'm still lonely
That morbid sort where even company can't cure me
And the more you reassure, the less I trust
But still you gave me your heart
I only gave you my body
Honestly thought nobody'd want it, let alone notice it's gone
And so I left it home, but now, now, now, now
I keep a locket with a picture of the back of my head
Oh, monkey-wrench my side view mirrors, ghost my friends
I've lived more lives than enough, I haven't died quite as much
But I'm not a real person, just the shit you can't make up, and
I swear, I'm really trying
I'm just as exposed if I take off my clothes
When we make the closest thing to love that I'm capable of
And I don't know why you would care
But I'm really trying
Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet
Did I really have any of that gravity?
Maybe you're quicksand
Because I really couldn't tell
How deep my footprints went
The vertex of my redemption arc
The searching on that virgin heart
I'm catatonic in your arms
Crying, "How did I cause so much harm?"
I'm down pounding my head against the kitchen floor
Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
Don't say "I'm sorry, but this can't go on"
I know you've got scars of your own
But hide my knives before you go
I'll either live or die alone
I'm still in the process, but I'm making progress
I promise, I honestly wanna prove improvement's possible
I swear, I'm so fucking sorry
I'm not a good person, I'm barely a person at all
But someday I'll be perfect, and I'll make up for it all
And write a fucking song about it, cause
God damn it
Sorry
Fuck, I'm sorry
And I don't owe you my body
But you should know that I'm sorry
For being careless with you
Lord knows I owe you more
Than I'm pretty sure I ever could give anybody
But I can't pin down what normal people want from foreign objects
Bottom shelf erotic products like me
So, I could hold your hand but keep you at arm's length
Or hang me from a branch too high to climb and shake
Less rare than scarce, less diamond than rough
Unlikely to be more than just the coal you fail to crush, and
I swear, I'm really trying
It just don't come natural to me to think that you'd want me for me
I swear, I'm really trying
Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet
I still don't know who you are
I only know that I'm still lonely
That morbid sort where even company can't cure me
And the more you reassure, the less I trust
But still you gave me your heart
I only gave you my body
Honestly thought nobody'd want it, let alone notice it's gone
And so I left it home, but now, now, now, now
I keep a locket with a picture of the back of my head
Oh, monkey-wrench my side view mirrors, ghost my friends
I've lived more lives than enough, I haven't died quite as much
But I'm not a real person, just the shit you can't make up, and
I swear, I'm really trying
I'm just as exposed if I take off my clothes
When we make the closest thing to love that I'm capable of
And I don't know why you would care
But I'm really trying
Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet
Did I really have any of that gravity?
Maybe you're quicksand
Because I really couldn't tell
How deep my footprints went
The vertex of my redemption arc
The searching on that virgin heart
I'm catatonic in your arms
Crying, "How did I cause so much harm?"
I'm down pounding my head against the kitchen floor
Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
Don't say "I'm sorry, but this can't go on"
I know you've got scars of your own
But hide my knives before you go
I'll either live or die alone
I'm still in the process, but I'm making progress
I promise, I honestly wanna prove improvement's possible
I swear, I'm so fucking sorry
I'm not a good person, I'm barely a person at all
But someday I'll be perfect, and I'll make up for it all
And write a fucking song about it, cause
God damn it
Sorry
Fuck, I'm sorry
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:08.44] I don't owe you my heart
[00:12.14] And I don't owe you my body
[00:16.31] But you should know that I'm sorry
[00:20.17] For being careless with you
[00:24.08] Lord knows I owe you more
[00:28.16] Than I'm pretty sure I ever could give anybody
[00:32.19] But I can't pin down what normal people want from foreign objects
[00:36.18] Bottom shelf erotic products like me
[00:40.35] So, I could hold your hand but keep you at arm's length
[00:45.58] Or hang me from a branch too high to climb and shake
[00:49.54] Less rare than scarce, less diamond than rough
[00:53.62] Unlikely to be more than just the coal you fail to crush, and
[00:58.22] I swear, I'm really trying
[01:08.25]
[01:12.58] It just don't come natural to me to think that you'd want me for me
[01:18.07] I swear, I'm really trying
[01:28.74] Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
[01:33.36] I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet
[01:39.26]
[01:46.35] I still don't know who you are
[01:50.14] I only know that I'm still lonely
[01:54.10] That morbid sort where even company can't cure me
[01:57.26] And the more you reassure, the less I trust
[02:02.11] But still you gave me your heart
[02:05.97] I only gave you my body
[02:10.53] Honestly thought nobody'd want it, let alone notice it's gone
[02:14.18] And so I left it home, but now, now, now, now
[02:19.01] I keep a locket with a picture of the back of my head
[02:23.24] Oh, monkey-wrench my side view mirrors, ghost my friends
[02:27.52] I've lived more lives than enough, I haven't died quite as much
[02:31.11] But I'm not a real person, just the shit you can't make up, and
[02:36.26] I swear, I'm really trying
[02:46.66] I'm just as exposed if I take off my clothes
[02:50.25] When we make the closest thing to love that I'm capable of
[02:55.41] And I don't know why you would care
[03:01.97] But I'm really trying
[03:06.62] Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
[03:11.59] I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet
[03:17.86]
[03:33.83] Did I really have any of that gravity?
[03:39.62] Maybe you're quicksand
[03:41.37] Because I really couldn't tell
[03:43.09] How deep my footprints went
[03:45.30] The vertex of my redemption arc
[03:47.81] The searching on that virgin heart
[03:49.72] I'm catatonic in your arms
[03:51.72] Crying, "How did I cause so much harm?"
[03:53.40] I'm down pounding my head against the kitchen floor
[03:57.29] Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
[04:01.16] Don't say "I'm sorry, but this can't go on"
[04:03.46] I know you've got scars of your own
[04:05.94] But hide my knives before you go
[04:07.91] I'll either live or die alone
[04:11.75]
[04:22.87] I'm still in the process, but I'm making progress
[04:26.21] I promise, I honestly wanna prove improvement's possible
[04:32.12] I swear, I'm so fucking sorry
[04:42.74] I'm not a good person, I'm barely a person at all
[04:47.04] But someday I'll be perfect, and I'll make up for it all
[04:52.82] And write a fucking song about it, cause
[04:56.25] God damn it
[05:00.39] Sorry
[05:03.34] Fuck, I'm sorry
[05:03.66]
[00:12.14] And I don't owe you my body
[00:16.31] But you should know that I'm sorry
[00:20.17] For being careless with you
[00:24.08] Lord knows I owe you more
[00:28.16] Than I'm pretty sure I ever could give anybody
[00:32.19] But I can't pin down what normal people want from foreign objects
[00:36.18] Bottom shelf erotic products like me
[00:40.35] So, I could hold your hand but keep you at arm's length
[00:45.58] Or hang me from a branch too high to climb and shake
[00:49.54] Less rare than scarce, less diamond than rough
[00:53.62] Unlikely to be more than just the coal you fail to crush, and
[00:58.22] I swear, I'm really trying
[01:08.25]
[01:12.58] It just don't come natural to me to think that you'd want me for me
[01:18.07] I swear, I'm really trying
[01:28.74] Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
[01:33.36] I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet
[01:39.26]
[01:46.35] I still don't know who you are
[01:50.14] I only know that I'm still lonely
[01:54.10] That morbid sort where even company can't cure me
[01:57.26] And the more you reassure, the less I trust
[02:02.11] But still you gave me your heart
[02:05.97] I only gave you my body
[02:10.53] Honestly thought nobody'd want it, let alone notice it's gone
[02:14.18] And so I left it home, but now, now, now, now
[02:19.01] I keep a locket with a picture of the back of my head
[02:23.24] Oh, monkey-wrench my side view mirrors, ghost my friends
[02:27.52] I've lived more lives than enough, I haven't died quite as much
[02:31.11] But I'm not a real person, just the shit you can't make up, and
[02:36.26] I swear, I'm really trying
[02:46.66] I'm just as exposed if I take off my clothes
[02:50.25] When we make the closest thing to love that I'm capable of
[02:55.41] And I don't know why you would care
[03:01.97] But I'm really trying
[03:06.62] Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
[03:11.59] I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet
[03:17.86]
[03:33.83] Did I really have any of that gravity?
[03:39.62] Maybe you're quicksand
[03:41.37] Because I really couldn't tell
[03:43.09] How deep my footprints went
[03:45.30] The vertex of my redemption arc
[03:47.81] The searching on that virgin heart
[03:49.72] I'm catatonic in your arms
[03:51.72] Crying, "How did I cause so much harm?"
[03:53.40] I'm down pounding my head against the kitchen floor
[03:57.29] Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
[04:01.16] Don't say "I'm sorry, but this can't go on"
[04:03.46] I know you've got scars of your own
[04:05.94] But hide my knives before you go
[04:07.91] I'll either live or die alone
[04:11.75]
[04:22.87] I'm still in the process, but I'm making progress
[04:26.21] I promise, I honestly wanna prove improvement's possible
[04:32.12] I swear, I'm so fucking sorry
[04:42.74] I'm not a good person, I'm barely a person at all
[04:47.04] But someday I'll be perfect, and I'll make up for it all
[04:52.82] And write a fucking song about it, cause
[04:56.25] God damn it
[05:00.39] Sorry
[05:03.34] Fuck, I'm sorry
[05:03.66]