I Couldn't Help It

[00:46.68] We had a beautiful relationship at one point
[00:50.41] Then that shit changed with the quickness
[00:53.57] Maybe 'cause I was fuckin' other bitches
[00:55.80] Or maybe we had no business havin' business
[00:59.05] Not the girl that I would want to raise kids with
[01:02.44] But still that shit happened regardless
[01:04.85] I was so young, back then so heartless
[01:07.48] And the shit I was thinkin' coulda caught me some charges
[01:10.17] Listen, I tried to talk to her normally
[01:13.54] That shit didn't work for one second, she was onto me
[01:16.27] I tried to explain, how I ain't have a dollar to my name
[01:19.57] Pursuin' this rap shit, chasin' fame
[01:22.18] Young dude stressed in the hood like Jesus
[01:25.13] I ain't ready for no child but she was
[01:27.63] When you piss poor get to havin' sick thoughts
[01:30.78] While the chick probably sittin' there thinkin' 'bout marriage
[01:34.16] I'm thinkin' abortion like a savage
[01:36.72] On purpose accident to have a miscarriage
[01:39.57] Her a mother of mine, I couldn't end up seein'
[01:42.52] Plus what type of mother would you end up bein'?
[01:45.26] You already a psycho, I wouldn't let that pass
[01:48.60] I ain't think lifetime bond, I thought fat ass
[01:51.97] All them times you were pregnant and miserable
[01:55.13] All them fights we had that got physical
[01:57.66] Everytime I sent you packin', pissed at you
[02:00.26] Like I ain't want to live with you, yeah I kind of planned that
[02:03.11] Ain't considerate, sounds just like me
[02:06.19] Then you put someone out that looks just like me
[02:08.73] I grabbed my little dude up, looked 'em in his eyes
[02:11.62] And you can't understand right now, I apologize
[02:14.67] How could I not want you here, be that selfish
[02:17.72] Fuck was on my mind at the time, my bad I couldn't help it
[02:25.44] I mean, I couldn't help it (help it)
[02:31.34] For real, I couldn't help it (help it)
[02:33.63] Even though I tried, must have been something going on inside
[02:37.19] No lie, couldn't help it, help it
[02:40.99] Couldn't help it, help it
[02:43.09] Talk to him
[02:44.26] Now this is how you know we go through phases
[02:47.56] 'Cause he done sold millions of records
[02:50.43] Plus they done been together for ages
[02:53.64] I don't really know how to say this
[02:55.84] Me and old boy done shared a couple of stages
[02:58.32] But he wasn't around when I saw her in Vegas
[03:01.47] She said, "Remember me?", I thought I should lie
[03:04.88] I looked baby up and down and said, "Should I?"
[03:07.40] Maybe she my old broad, maybe she a singer
[03:10.24] I looked down, seen a chunky rock on her finger
[03:13.10] She said, "I'm Blink's wife, how you been and what you doin' here?"
[03:16.87] I shoulda asked her that same shit
[03:19.26] Snoop already told me that bitches ain't shit
[03:21.97] And the industry's so small, that's how the game is
[03:24.97] When you famous, everybodys a bilingual plaintiff
[03:28.43] And the defendant speaks one language
[03:31.40] But we exchanged numbers, like fuck it
[03:34.43] All we gon' talk about is music
[03:37.30] Neither one of us will ever use it
[03:40.42] But shorty, she ain't hesitate to use it
[03:42.63] Four A.M., where do I begin?
[03:45.24] She's leavin' the club, I'm about to win
[03:48.44] She's so aggressive like, "What room are you in?"
[03:51.01] I ain't answer, she said meet her downstairs in ten
[03:54.46] So now we totally disrespectin' his star
[03:57.58] I'm with his bitch, and she in his car
[04:00.16] She said, "Hop in, let's head to the strip bar"
[04:03.29] Badass friend with her, and then she kissed ma
[04:06.87] And now I'm so confused
[04:08.75] She starts tellin' me about how she's so abused
[04:11.78] How he beats her ass, how he takes that figure
[04:14.24] And I'm in my head thinkin', "I don't blame that nigga"
[04:17.52] We hit the club like everything's wonderful
[04:20.32] She touchin' me, I'm feelin uncomfortable
[04:22.99] And then the DJ threw on somethin' slow
[04:25.98] I'm grindin' on her friend, now she wantin' to go
[04:28.84] Dude's wife started whisperin' in my ear
[04:31.36] I'm startin' to see it clear, she don't care, shorty's down with whatever
[04:35.05] She said, "Let's go to your room, altogether
[04:37.95] I'm sure the two of us'll make it worth your while"
[04:40.60] Now your friend looks great and I really want to fuck her
[04:44.06] But I can't be your side dude, can't be your lover
[04:46.71] Caught on my old school shit just to thug her
[04:49.97] We got to the room, told her I ain't have a rubber
[04:53.83] I thought it worked at first
[04:55.68] One looked disappointed and one looked hurt
[04:58.51] But her triflin' ass went and made shit worse
[05:01.34] She reached down pulled a few of those out her purse
[05:04.72] Got on her knees started playin' with the head
[05:07.41] All her dudes lyrics started playin' in my head
[05:10.26] Her friend jumps in, probably feelin' left out
[05:13.36] I'm filled with guilt because all I could think 'bout was
[05:16.85] He have her on TV with your kids
[05:19.31] I got her on the TV in her ribs
[05:22.07] Please God forgive, regret what I did
[05:24.72] That ain't the lifestyle I want to live, just then I couldn't help it
[05:32.69] I couldn't help it (help it)
[05:38.53] For real, I couldn't help it (help it)
[05:40.82] Even though I tried, must have been some thing going on inside, no lies
[05:45.27] Couldn't help it, help it
[05:48.29] Couldn't help it, help it
[05:50.30] Talk to him
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