I Do Not Want This

[00:00.44] I'm losing ground
[00:07.26] You know how this world can beat you down
[00:15.63] I'm made of clay
[00:23.82] I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way
[00:32.74] I'm always falling down the same hill
[00:34.84] Bamboo puncturing this skin
[00:36.24] And nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall I'm
[00:40.02] Drowning in
[00:41.03] Two feet below the surface I can still make out your wavy face
[00:44.41] And if I could just reach you maybe I could leave this place
[00:48.05] I do not want this
[00:51.92] I do not want this
[00:56.16] I do not want this
[01:00.19] I do not want this
[01:04.43] Don't you tell me how I feel
[01:08.52] Don't you tell me how I feel
[01:12.54] Don't you tell me how I feel
[01:16.71] You don't know just how I feel
[01:37.04] I stay inside my bed
[01:44.80] I have lived so many lives all in my head
[01:51.67] Don't tell me that you care
[01:59.93] There really isn't anything, is there?
[02:09.27] You would know, wouldn't you?
[02:10.84] You extend your hand to those who suffer
[02:12.93] To those who know what it really feels like
[02:15.02] To those who've had a taste
[02:16.50] Like that means something
[02:18.00] And oh so sick I am
[02:20.12] And maybe I don't have a choice
[02:21.87] And maybe that is all I have
[02:23.25] And maybe this is a cry for help
[02:26.03] I do not want this
[02:29.00] I do not want this
[02:33.23] I do not want this
[02:37.04] I do not want this
[02:42.00] Don't you tell me how I feel
[02:45.60] Don't you tell me how I feel
[02:49.37] Don't you tell me how I feel
[02:53.50] You don't know just how I feel
[04:18.00] I want to know everything
[04:21.23] I want to be everywhere
[04:25.01] I want to fuck everyone in the world
[04:30.02] I want to do something that matters
[04:34.04] I want to know everything
[04:37.43] I want to be everywhere
[04:41.59] I want to fuck everyone in the world
[04:46.31] I want to do something that matters