was i wrong

Was I wrong
to say you're too far gone?
How did I take the place of a god
that you don't know.
Why'd I fight for you and I?
When I can't love you as if I'm the one that breathed you to life.
But damn I tried.

Was I wrong
or just jealous?
You seemed healthy enough to exist
all by yourself.
I can't express the guilt I felt.
How I halted your walk and your growth just to help myself.
Someone else.

Stop trying to protect, to rescue, to judge,
to manage the lives around you
because that is just what you are powerless to do.
Remember that the lives of other people are not your business.
They all have god whether they use the word "god" or not.
Even your own life is not your business.
Stop trying to do god's job for him.

Was I wrong
to say you're too far gone?
How did I take the place of a god
that you don't know?
It's not my job.

Was I right
to say goodbye?
I try way to damn hard just to be there and fix your life,
and ruined mine.