Gay Thoughts

[00:06.59] I try to stop all these
[00:08.49] gay thoughts and feelings
[00:10.66] I don't know where they come from
[00:15.26] Oh all of these gay thoughts
[00:17.73] I've had trouble concealing
[00:20.54] since I was fairly young
[00:24.44] I tell them I love you
[00:26.92] I don't want to lose you
[00:29.37] but they don't mind
[00:33.69] I hardly believe me
[00:36.40] I always deceive me
[00:38.54] time after time
[00:43.80] Part of it's nature
[00:45.87] the other part seems darker
[00:48.26] Don't know what to blame it on
[00:52.67] Try to control my behavior
[00:55.37] but this is so much harder
[00:58.23] When I'm far away from home
[01:02.00] I tell them I love you
[01:04.53] I don't want to lose you
[01:06.80] but they don't mind
[01:11.42] I hardly believe me
[01:14.13] I always deceive me
[01:16.44] time after time
[01:39.74] Gay thoughts again
[01:42.11] they fill with every drink
[01:44.16] gay thoughts again
[01:46.78] consuming everything
[01:48.66] These thoughts are mine
[01:51.39] but they don't feel like me
[01:53.17] these thoughts are somebody
[01:56.15] I don't want to be
[01:58.08] I tell them I love you
[02:00.54] I don't want to lose you
[02:02.92] but they don't mind
[02:07.22] I hardly believe me
[02:10.18] I always deceive me
[02:12.48] time after time
[02:40.54] The part of it's nature
[02:42.86] the other part's much darker
[02:45.35] don't know what to blame it on
[02:49.54] Try to control my behavior
[02:52.20] but this is so much harder
[02:55.16] when I'm far away from home
[02:58.71] I tell them I love you
[03:01.67] I don't want to lose you
[03:03.63] but they don't mind
[03:08.38] I hardly believe me
[03:11.01] I always deceive me
[03:13.34] time after time
[04:00.52] I try to stop all these
[04:02.71] gay thoughts and feelings
[04:04.96] I don't know where they come from
[04:09.36] Oh, all of these gay thoughts
[04:11.85] I've had trouble concealing
[04:14.81] since I was fairly young
[04:18.57] I tell them I love you
[04:21.22] I don't want to lose you
[04:23.39] but they dont mind
[04:28.24] I hardly believe me
[04:30.62] I always deceive me
[04:32.97] time after time
[04:36.99]