i only smoke to feel bad

[00:03.97] Okay, okay, okay, okay
[00:05.48] Psychoanalyzing all of my decisions
[00:07.90] In the middle of the night (night)
[00:11.64] I'm revisiting the messages I sent to
[00:13.50] That one guy back in July (ooh)
[00:17.67] All my friends ask, "What's the matter?
[00:20.77] You seem so under the weather"
[00:23.68] They take drugs and they feel better
[00:27.28] Not me
[00:28.53] I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay)
[00:31.61] I get anxious, I go home (I'm sorry)
[00:34.44] I don't know why I do that (I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
[00:37.50] Is it something you outgrow? (Oh, no)
[00:41.12] Endless cycle, feeling psycho
[00:44.24] Watch some YouTube (sick)
[00:46.35] I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay)
[00:49.25] I guess I like to feel bad (I'm sorry)
[00:57.01] Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay
[01:02.76] Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay
[01:05.68] I think that I'm overthinking
[01:08.47] Am I talking way too loud?
[01:11.59] Wish I hadn't blurred my vision
[01:14.47] Guys, I might be freaking out (ah)
[01:16.55] All my friends ask, "What's the matter?
[01:19.59] You seem so under the weather"
[01:22.45] They take drugs and they feel better
[01:26.02] Not me
[01:27.53] I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay)
[01:30.49] I get anxious, I go home (I'm sorry)
[01:33.58] I don't know why I do that (I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
[01:36.34] Is it something you outgrow? (Oh, no)
[01:40.16] Endless cycle, feeling psycho
[01:43.16] Watch some YouTube (sick)
[01:45.24] I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay)
[01:48.00] I guess I like to feel bad (I'm sorry)
[01:55.77] Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay
[02:01.72] Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay
[02:07.48] I only smoke to
[02:15.13] I only smoke to (I'm sorry)
[02:23.49] Guess I like to feel bad, don't know why I do that
[02:27.22] Guess I like to smoke until I'm choking on my own past
[02:30.94] Guess I like to (feel bad, don't know why I do that)
[02:35.02] Guess I like to (like the feeling of when I'm dreaming or am I-)
[02:39.41] Guess I like to feel bad, don't know why I do that
[02:43.07] Guess I like to smoke until I'm choking on my own past
[02:46.66] Guess I like to (feel bad)
[02:50.66] Guess I like to
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