Nightmare

[00:12.49] When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
[00:15.85] The weight of the world falls down on me
[00:18.52] It's all a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
[00:21.92] Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
[00:24.14] Sick, inside of bed, infected with the feelings
[00:26.98] Staring up like my dreams were projected on the ceiling
[00:29.84] I can see it, I want the money and the fame too
[00:33.29] They told me when you get it, never let it change you
[00:36.04] And finally, I've morphed into everything I tried to be
[00:39.04] The fucking irony, as everybody's got their eye on me
[00:41.99] Society, quickly became my rivalry
[00:45.09] Driving me off the deep end, then doubt starts to creep in
[00:48.25] Fairweather, they're never there, do I need friends? We eating
[00:51.64] But will they stick around when the feast ends?
[00:54.31] You say you love me when it's glitter and gold
[00:56.73] But when it's bitter and cold, would you deliver my soul?
[00:59.66] Or just cut me out the picture and roll?
[01:01.95] Love is pain and it's taking its toll
[01:04.05] Feel like I've wasted my whole life
[01:06.30] Always working, searching for some shit
[01:08.76] Tryna live a life that's perfect, but perfect don't exist
[01:12.50] When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
[01:15.89] The weight of the world falls down on me
[01:18.27] It's all a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
[01:21.98] Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
[01:24.67] Spent my whole life chasing after dreams
[01:27.72] But every dream turns out to be
[01:30.62] Just a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
[01:33.87] Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
[01:36.16] Help me, no, I can't help myself
[01:39.24] Help me to believe that I'm somebody else
[01:42.16] Not some fucking addict who can't dream 'cause his habits
[01:45.11] Are chopped up on a table 'til he screams, "Let me have it"
[01:47.76] Fuck it, what's a life anyway, huh?
[01:50.98] You hear about that kid who died again today, huh?
[01:53.86] I'd pull my fucking guts out just to make you understand
[01:57.05] That I've become a ghost, I am a ghost, I'm not a man
[02:00.23] Why can't I fucking say it? They'd say that I'm insane
[02:03.04] But in a song they'd play it 'cause they understand the pain
[02:06.00] What the fuck is going on? Who am I?
[02:09.18] Life is just so fucking long, I wanna-
[02:11.95] Forgive me, don't forget me, believe you can protect me
[02:15.09] It's just a song, I'm venting with the verse that's never-ending
[02:18.03] And I have finally lost, the world has finally won
[02:20.78] Dear God, did you forget your son?
[02:24.61] When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
[02:27.86] The weight of the world falls down on me
[02:30.55] It's all a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
[02:33.96] Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
[02:36.22] Spent my whole life chasing after dreams
[02:39.65] But every dream turns out to be
[02:42.63] Just a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
[02:45.92] Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
[02:48.34] Can't find a reason why, don't know why I even try
[02:51.30] I pray when I sleep at night, so at least I'll die a decent guy
[02:54.20] When I look in the mirror and say hi, I can't look me in the eye
[02:57.31] We're both ashamed of the guy on the other side
[03:00.22] Can't find my peace and quiet, some things are better left in silence
[03:03.23] It's me who needs some guidance, or maybe what I need is violence
[03:06.29] When I'm having a meltdown, can't ask for help now
[03:08.58] Got so much self-doubt that I weird myself out, can you help out?
[03:11.87] So many selfish phobias like self-inflicted loneliness
[03:14.95] Sometimes I get so low in this empty search for holiness
[03:17.90] Can't seem to find a reason why, I don't know why I even try
[03:21.13] These demons, they won't let me sleep at night
[03:22.44] They're killing my dreams, they need me to die
[03:23.86] But fuck it, I got nothing left to say
[03:27.89] We're all gonna die anyway
[03:31.28] Shit could happen to me any day
[03:33.00] I just spit 32 and didn't say a damn thing
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