Closing My Eyes

all this pain, I can never get away.
dealing with the bullshit every other day.
close my eyes and I can feel the hate.
close my eyes and I can feel your pain.
searching for the good things in life,
recently I can't find that stride.
brokenhearted with a bloody knife,
how you end up most of the nights
paper hearts cuz of broken thoughts,
life is slowly falling apart.

try to fix it, but where to start?
try to fix it, but where to start?

five steps forward, ten steps back.
life refuse to give you some slack.
be the big guy and don't look back,
save yourself some heart attacks.
pushed away all my fucking life,
i ain't never seen the fucking light.
but I'm still here till I fucking die,
and there's still tears every single night.
try to work on myself for me,
fucking up but I still believe.
head is high even though I'm weak,
won't live on my fucking knees.
and that's a promise that I try to fucking keep.

try to keep.

five steps forward, ten steps back.
life refuse to give you some slack.
paper hearts cuz of broken thoughts,
life is slowly falling apart.

five steps forward, ten steps back.
life refuse to give you some slack.
paper hearts cuz of broken thoughts,
life is slowly falling apart.