i want a lobotomy

[00:06.19] I wanna get rid of these feelings, please
[00:09.33] I wanna lie in bed and never leave
[00:12.52] I never wanna wake up, wanna stay asleep
[00:15.74] Don't wanna fucking be here, I don't wanna be me
[00:18.70] I wanna get violent
[00:20.88] No phone dialing
[00:22.47] No psychiatrist, no stupid fucking therapist
[00:25.63] Yeah, I'm a nihilist
[00:27.03] I'm not a damn survivalist
[00:28.63] Don't wanna hear your crying, man
[00:30.21] I wanna fucking die like this
[00:32.09] I can't keep lying
[00:33.21] I don't mean to be so frightening
[00:34.74] But lately I've been spiraling
[00:36.68] Existing is so tiring
[00:38.25] So no more trying, no more hiding, no more fear intensifying
[00:41.43] Don't act like you care when I'm dead, bitch
[00:43.53] I've already been dying
[00:44.68] I wanna get rid of these feelings, please
[00:47.59] I wanna lie in bed and never leave
[00:50.71] I never wanna wake up, wanna stay asleep
[00:53.94] Don't wanna fucking be here, I don't wanna be me
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