Paradise

Sometimes I don't like when
I feel like I'm trapped in my skin
I don't think you know how
You got me fucked up now and when
You told me I was just worthless
I felt less and less like a person
I lost every piece of who I was
Of who I was

Used to coming undone
Succumb to the numbness because in time
Back to the pain I come
I've had enough of looking for happiness
I'm so out of touch
But if you have what I've been looking for
Please look me up

And I know that I owe some apologies
I got all my sins off to the side of me (ok)

Could this be the end of who I am, well maybe
But maybe I was hasty
I've been waiting for my plans to change and lately

I don't have to cry no more
I don't have to cry no more
I can wake up and just breathe
Paradise, let me drown in this peace of mind
I don't have to cry
I don't have to cry no more
I don't have to cry no more
I can wake up and just breathe
Paradise, let me drown in this peace of mind

La-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
La-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da

I'm nodding in and out of conscious
These thoughts are causing short breath coming with this constant

Voice in my head telling me I'm not enough
Had me giving up almost too far gone because

I stay up all night
That's why I'm always so tired
I try to think about better times
And for a while it eases my mind
But I, I can't stay this pace
Walk away from the stress and the fake
All it ever did was keep me awake
When I was just tryna find my way

I don't have to cry no more
I don't have to cry no more
I can wake up and just breathe
Paradise, let me drown in this peace of mind
I don't have to cry
I don't have to cry no more
I don't have to cry no more
I can wake up and just breathe
Paradise, let me drown in this peace of mind

La-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
La-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da

With all of these things people asking me for
It took me a while to love myself more
Forget all the things they'd been saying before
I'm finally learning to love myself more
With all of these things people asking me for
It took me a while to love myself more

I don't have to cry no more
I don't have to cry no more
I can wake up and just breathe
Paradise, let me drown in this peace of mind
I don't have to cry
I don't have to cry no more
I don't have to cry no more
I can wake up and just breathe
Paradise, let me drown in this peace of mind
I don't have to cry

Breathe in, breathe out
So let me drown in this peace of mind
Breathe in, breathe out

Now bring your attention back to your breath