Out of Control

I have copied you
And made up myself
So crash and splash
I fight
With my obsession
I feel the tension
A need for caution
I would like to show
Cut open my skull
Look into my head
I don't
Know why I'm so harsh
I could be so brash
I'm going to clash
'Cause I feel
I can always show
My everything to you
If this moment was for me
I try to hear
Lend my ear
Voices inside
One link to join it all again
All the things I knew
The world I trusted
Would be the same
If I
Remained inside my
Protective castle
And kept my eyes closed
Words are just a toy
That people play with
It's superficial
I know
The proof is out there
The hidden answer
That someone left there
'Cause I feel
I can always show
My everything to you
If this moment was for me
I try to hear
Lend my ear
Voices inside
One link to join it all
If I can
Go travel back in time
Start it all over again
Follow a calculated
Path to live but
One day I
Will come across the same
Feeling again and know
That it will carry over

'Cause I feel
I can always show
My everything to you
If this moment was for me
I try to hear
Lend my ear
Voices inside
One link to join it all
So it goes again