Dying (feat. Mesus)

[00:03.67] Oh, I think, I'm dying
[00:07.32] All the monsters are here, now
[00:11.22] Oh, I think I'm dying
[00:14.74] All the shadows, all around
[00:17.76] Oh, I think' I'm dying
[00:18.87] I'm 'onna keep it real
[00:20.19] What you know 'bout takin' pills
[00:21.48] Poppin' these Xans, panic attacks
[00:23.52] Losin' my mind, feel like I'm dyin', ah!
[00:25.72] I can't believe what I'm sayin'
[00:26.98] You thinkin' I'm playin'
[00:27.88] I'm diggin' my grave, right now
[00:29.10] I'm crazy, you'd probably kill ya'self
[00:31.10] If you knew the shit that I was thinkin' about
[00:32.96] Ha! Ha!
[00:33.73] Why can I breathe?
[00:34.76] Cuttin' my sleeve
[00:35.82] I'm watchin' it bleed
[00:36.65] Maybe, that'll take the pain away
[00:38.15] No more rainy days
[00:38.98] Quit talkin' to me
[00:39.77] Just let me be, I need some sleep
[00:42.06] Why you think, I cut so deep?
[00:43.57] You'll never see what's underneath
[00:45.56] Please, I need some peace
[00:46.92] I'm 'onna keep it real, I'm 'onna speak how I feel
[00:49.61] When I'm drivin', feel like swervin' the wheel
[00:51.35] Right in a lane, man, you think that I'm playin'
[00:53.24] I'm treatin' every song, like writin' my will, yah!
[00:55.58] This one right here's for everyone out there
[00:57.55] That's like me, that battle depression
[00:58.99] Been to hell and back, and I can tell you
[01:00.42] That I fell back and, man, I just can't learn my lesson, yah!
[01:03.08] Countin' my blessings, but suck at the math
[01:04.63] So, every blessin', I keep cuttin' in half
[01:06.48] So, all of my problems keep addin' up
[01:07.95] While my solutions keep cuttin' in half
[01:09.84] Yah! Yah! Yah!
[01:11.77] Know that they hate me, they say that they love me
[01:13.57] They'll call me crazy, but I need the company
[01:15.55] So fuck with me, though, yah!
[01:17.26] Oh, I think, I'm dying
[01:20.96] All the monsters are here, now
[01:24.85] Oh, I think I'm dying
[01:28.56] All the shadows, all around
[01:31.92] Oh, I think I'm dying
[01:33.19] I'm 'onna keep it a mil
[01:34.43] Last year, I made a million
[01:35.75] Still, it ain't change how I feel
[01:37.14] Still fuckin' with the same bottle of pills
[01:38.98] Went from my brother's basement
[01:40.23] To a house with no payments
[01:41.02] Ain't dealin' with fuckers, that I wanna kill
[01:43.24] I gotta chill, I don't know how
[01:44.90] I wish you could feel what I'm talkin' about
[01:46.88] I'm all by myself, talkin' out loud
[01:48.87] No one can help, I feel like I'm drownin'
[01:50.62] Rha! Hah!
[01:51.23] Shit is so cold, I'm losin' control
[01:53.22] I'm losin' my soul
[01:54.01] But, I know I never sold it, no
[01:55.99] Devil must've stole it, yeah
[01:57.81] And, that motherfucker's gonna have to deal with me
[01:59.63] If I go to Hell, I'm takin' over
[02:00.97] I'm 'onna keep it a secret
[02:02.25] I ain't gon' tell nobody 'bout these
[02:03.52] Thoughts that are creepin', into my mind
[02:05.02] So, you think that I'm fine
[02:05.98] Or, you think that I'm lying
[02:07.09] That, I'm cryin' out wolf
[02:07.90] When I say that I'm dyin'
[02:09.03] Ah! I ain't gon' tell nobody
[02:10.67] That I'm scared to keep guns in the house
[02:12.36] I ain't gon' tell nobody
[02:13.49] That I actually put guns in my mouth
[02:15.13] Fuck you know 'bout
[02:16.08] Russian roulette, with a loaded gun
[02:17.98] Handle of vodka, and still ain't drunk
[02:19.46] I ain't gonna tell nobody that I'm suicidal
[02:21.43] No, I just keep it bottled up
[02:22.94] Bottle of pills ought'a heal the pain
[02:24.45] Razor blade cross my vein
[02:25.07] Cross my heart, hope to die
[02:25.75] Jumpin' in front of trains
[02:26.99] No, I'm not fuckin' playin'
[02:27.88] Snorted a bunch of 'caine
[02:29.14] Thinkin' it's just a game
[02:30.06] 'Til I blow out my fuckin' brains
[02:31.10] Oh, I think, I'm dying
[02:34.87] All the monsters are here, now
[02:38.58] Oh, I think I'm dying
[02:42.11] All the shadows, all around
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