Agoraphobic

[01:21.18] Yeah, yeah, hey
[01:22.99] 'Cause I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
[01:25.95] I can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
[01:28.35] Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
[01:30.74] My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message
[01:33.34] Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me
[01:35.75] Feelin' inadequate's always what's drivin' me
[01:38.19] Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be
[01:40.55] Can't go outside, I'm afraid they'd be findin' me
[01:44.21] Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah
[01:47.97] And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate
[01:50.02] Fuckin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
[02:22.13] Got a lot of bad shit that I'm takin' to my grave
[02:24.35] Got a fuckin' date with death, on house arrest 'til trial date
[02:26.97] So I grab the red wine on rainy days and then I pour it
[02:29.68] 'Cause I'll age another fuckin' thousand days before I know it
[02:31.79] Yeah, I spend 'em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin'
[02:34.38] But I love when it rains 'cause I'm agoraphobic
[03:05.42] Alright, be easy, this is the last one you'll get
[03:05.62] I'm not okay, I'm not okay
[03:10.68] I'm not okay, I'm not okay
[03:15.78] What's the point? I'm not okay
[03:20.41] What's the point? I'm not okay
[03:48.10] This shit is fuckin' difficult
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