Hubris and Blue Devils

[01:03.64] Hah, sentiments and nostalgia
[01:06.98] I wanted more
[01:08.74] Inertia and apathy
[01:11.41] Never swayed the gods of war
[01:26.27] Hah, me, the adversary
[01:29.12] Antagonist to timely men
[01:32.62] Was I not my own worst enemy
[01:35.34] With ambitions of a worthy opponent?
[01:50.86] No time for disillusions
[01:56.17] I had lost to them before
[02:08.39] This time, I wanted more
[02:19.28] I wanted more
[02:28.32] Perfumed discourse
[02:29.52] Hollow convictions
[02:31.98] Moderation and humility
[02:35.48] Coalitions
[02:37.20] Cloak and dagger
[02:39.20] The ambiguous nature of loyalty
[02:43.67] In ennui, I turned my head
[02:47.33] To confide in the dead
[02:59.26] Hah, these contemporaries
[03:02.12] Leeches on the blood of prosperity
[03:04.75] The impotence of their sobriety
[03:07.65] It was time to heed my daemon's call
[03:23.58] No time for disillusions
[03:29.27] I had lost to them before
[03:34.66] Hesitation and confusion
[03:39.97] I left it all behind in empty bottles on the floor
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[04:10.36] A spiral of convulsion
[04:22.13] Where anger fed the shame
[04:33.82] Resentments turning back unto myself
[04:43.45] Constructing self-fulfilling prophesies again
[04:55.94] No time for disillusions
[05:01.29] I had lost to them before
[05:07.15] Hesitation and confusion
[05:11.90] I left it all behind in empty bottles on the floor, ahh!
[05:36.22] I wanted more
[05:55.18] This game of virtue and violence
[05:59.43] My willingness to sustain
[06:03.98] The suffering and exaltation
[06:08.35] The trials of pleasure and pain
[06:19.13] I wanted more, ahh!
[06:51.07] Hah, me, the adversary
[06:53.77] Antagonist to timely men
[06:57.25] Was I not my own worst enemy
[07:00.26] With ambitions of a worthy opponent?
[07:05.46] I lost to them before
[07:12.15] I would abstain no more
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