Me Sometimes

[00:19.23] I wish I wasn't me sometimes
[00:21.48] Wish I had a better attitude when I'm hanging with my dudes
[00:24.07] But it's hard to be free sometimes
[00:26.35] When you got a fucked up self esteem
[00:27.96] And there's nothing you can do
[00:29.12] I can get a bit extreme sometimes
[00:31.35] Please don't ask me how I'm holding up
[00:32.95] Ima probably lie to y'all and say that everything's good
[00:36.99] Everything's
[00:38.88] I think I know what I like now
[00:41.35] Dirty ass sneakers riding bikes down
[00:43.28] Fifth & Alameda with my eyes low
[00:46.31] Barely getting sleep 'cause I don't know how
[00:48.79] Heavy breathing fogging up my bifocals
[00:50.99] Still tryna figurе out my pronouns
[00:53.71] Call me what you want, but not tonight though
[00:56.11] I know you think that we're cool but maybе slow down
[00:58.60] 'Cause I don't get attached too fast
[01:00.83] Well, anymore
[01:03.62] Also not easily impressed
[01:05.58] Well, anymore
[01:08.38] Lately I've been feeling kinda stressed
[01:10.71] A little too much
[01:11.91] From my best friends to women and family to business
[01:14.34] I hate speaking up 'cause I know no one's listening at all
[01:18.42] And I wish I wasn't me sometimes
[01:20.91] Wish I had a better attitude when I'm hanging with my dudes
[01:23.62] But it's hard to be free sometimes
[01:25.91] When you got a fucked up self esteem
[01:27.55] And there's nothing you can do
[01:28.66] I can get a bit extreme sometimes
[01:30.82] Please don't ask me how I'm holding up
[01:32.15] Ima probably lie to y'all and say that everything's good
[01:35.70] Everything's
[01:37.67] The simplest pleasures
[01:40.26] That consume my mind is now replaced with depression
[01:45.03] I saw all the signs and still I gave it no effort
[01:50.02] Try speaking my mind, it's my freedom of expression
[01:55.19] I'm trying my bestest
[01:57.50] Bro, fuck where my head is
[02:00.14] I'm on the right path, but bumpy roads make it endless
[02:05.10] And when I detour, I stay alone and feel restless
[02:10.18] I've been skipping meals, when's the last time I had breakfast?
[02:14.90] I hate what I'm blessed with
[02:17.38] 'Cause I don't get attached too fast
[02:20.18] Anymore (Anymore, anymore, anymore)
[02:22.66] Also not easily impressed
[02:25.18] Anymore (Anymore, anymore, anymore)
[02:27.71] Lately I've been feeling kinda stressed
[02:29.78] A little too much
[02:30.87] From my best friends to women and family to business
[02:33.71] I hate speaking' up 'cause I know no one's listening at all
[02:37.86] Man, I wish I wasn't me sometimes
[02:39.99] Wish I had a better attitude when I'm hanging with my dudes
[02:42.74] But it's hard to be free sometimes
[02:44.78] When you got a fucked up self-esteem
[02:46.46] And there's nothing you can do
[02:47.74] I can get a bit extreme sometimes
[02:49.86] Please don't ask me how I'm holding up
[02:51.46] Ima lie to myself and say that everything's good
[02:55.35] Everything's, everything's
[02:57.50] Man, I wish I wasn't me sometimes
[02:59.74] Wish I had a better attitude when I'm hanging with my dudes
[03:02.50] But it's hard to be free sometimes
[03:04.70] When you got a fucked up self-esteem
[03:06.27] And there's nothing you can do
[03:07.55] I can get a bit extreme sometimes
[03:09.78] Please don't ask me how I'm holding up
[03:11.26] Ima lie to myself and say that everything's good
[03:15.30] Everything's, everything
[03:17.63] Is good
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