Everything We Forget

It was just like ice on my neck
When you traced your hands down my back
And I prayed to something, god knows what
That I'd never let you stop

I can't move, and I don't want to
I don't love and I don't want you
I don't know if I ever
Because I don't feel I'll remember
What that's like -
To know you can

You can lay your eggs inside my back
You can suck the blood straight from my neck
And you can turn us all to dust
And leave just an empty husk
And you can leave me here if you want
Because you'll never love anyone

I want it back