Still Haven't Killed Myself
๐ต 1976 characters
โฑ๏ธ 3:20 duration
๐ ID: 9056412
๐ Lyrics
Open my casket and crawl out of my grave
Godly ambitions as I put on my chains
Mirror splits my face into a thousand fragments
Forgot what I even looked like
Guess I finally got demented
Days I wish I could forget everything I've ever seen
Days I miss the bottle because that was really me
Smoke my brain to a pulp
So I could cope with the pain
Med habit runs in the family so I ain't even ashamed
Spent my days climbing
Until I almost fell
Lessons I learned
And now I only trust myself
Drop after drop I kept giving and giving
Thought as long as I had songs to sing I could just keep on living
It's been two years and I still haven't seen anyone
Four more months and I bet the fucking flock will come
And give me the same speech that they always do
About "day one friends" and how "we is crew"
But now I lost myself and you no longer know me
I cut my arm to shreds to make sure I'm not a phoney
Bars upon bars ain't a prison that can hold me
Watch me peel back the skin and collect all of these trophies
Spent my days climbing
Until I almost fell
Lessons I learned
And now I only trust myself
Drop after drop I kept giving and giving
Thought as long as I had songs to sing I could just keep on living
Now I'mma do as I see fit
Cut out the cancer so I can fucking live
Thought it was always us and you was part of the clique
Fool I ain't never seen your face and you ain't never done shit
Ask me how I live, beg me to forget
Said you was never fucking there and we don't do alternative facts
Devil give me strength so I can live with what they do to me
They claiming we is friends but I know all these suckers using me
Consider me a step up towards burning the fucking ladder
This is life or death and bet I chose the fucking latter
Noose around my neck
Ask me how I live
Talk about good intentions but all these fucks I couldn't give
Said all you want is peace, but how can we let this rest
When I haven't slept in years and she's still sitting on my chest
Little bitch
Godly ambitions as I put on my chains
Mirror splits my face into a thousand fragments
Forgot what I even looked like
Guess I finally got demented
Days I wish I could forget everything I've ever seen
Days I miss the bottle because that was really me
Smoke my brain to a pulp
So I could cope with the pain
Med habit runs in the family so I ain't even ashamed
Spent my days climbing
Until I almost fell
Lessons I learned
And now I only trust myself
Drop after drop I kept giving and giving
Thought as long as I had songs to sing I could just keep on living
It's been two years and I still haven't seen anyone
Four more months and I bet the fucking flock will come
And give me the same speech that they always do
About "day one friends" and how "we is crew"
But now I lost myself and you no longer know me
I cut my arm to shreds to make sure I'm not a phoney
Bars upon bars ain't a prison that can hold me
Watch me peel back the skin and collect all of these trophies
Spent my days climbing
Until I almost fell
Lessons I learned
And now I only trust myself
Drop after drop I kept giving and giving
Thought as long as I had songs to sing I could just keep on living
Now I'mma do as I see fit
Cut out the cancer so I can fucking live
Thought it was always us and you was part of the clique
Fool I ain't never seen your face and you ain't never done shit
Ask me how I live, beg me to forget
Said you was never fucking there and we don't do alternative facts
Devil give me strength so I can live with what they do to me
They claiming we is friends but I know all these suckers using me
Consider me a step up towards burning the fucking ladder
This is life or death and bet I chose the fucking latter
Noose around my neck
Ask me how I live
Talk about good intentions but all these fucks I couldn't give
Said all you want is peace, but how can we let this rest
When I haven't slept in years and she's still sitting on my chest
Little bitch
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:15.53] Open my casket and crawl out of my grave
[00:19.19] Godly ambitions as I put on my chains
[00:22.51] Mirror splits my face into a thousand fragments
[00:26.15] Forgot what I even looked like
[00:28.13] Guess I finally got demented
[00:30.51] Days I wish I could forget everything I've ever seen
[00:34.87] Days I miss the bottle because that was really me
[00:38.57] Smoke my brain to a pulp
[00:40.36] So I could cope with the pain
[00:42.31] Med habit runs in the family so I ain't even ashamed
[00:46.28] Spent my days climbing
[00:48.02] Until I almost fell
[00:49.99] Lessons I learned
[00:51.13] And now I only trust myself
[00:53.73] Drop after drop I kept giving and giving
[00:56.68] Thought as long as I had songs to sing I could just keep on living
[01:04.19] It's been two years and I still haven't seen anyone
[01:08.51] Four more months and I bet the fucking flock will come
[01:12.62] And give me the same speech that they always do
[01:16.72] About "day one friends" and how "we is crew"
[01:20.33] But now I lost myself and you no longer know me
[01:24.21] I cut my arm to shreds to make sure I'm not a phoney
[01:28.20] Bars upon bars ain't a prison that can hold me
[01:30.97] Watch me peel back the skin and collect all of these trophies
[01:35.67] Spent my days climbing
[01:37.44] Until I almost fell
[01:39.31] Lessons I learned
[01:40.88] And now I only trust myself
[01:43.11] Drop after drop I kept giving and giving
[01:46.02] Thought as long as I had songs to sing I could just keep on living
[01:50.94] Now I'mma do as I see fit
[01:54.25] Cut out the cancer so I can fucking live
[01:57.32] Thought it was always us and you was part of the clique
[02:01.25] Fool I ain't never seen your face and you ain't never done shit
[02:05.68] Ask me how I live, beg me to forget
[02:09.04] Said you was never fucking there and we don't do alternative facts
[02:28.66] Devil give me strength so I can live with what they do to me
[02:32.26] They claiming we is friends but I know all these suckers using me
[02:36.19] Consider me a step up towards burning the fucking ladder
[02:39.72] This is life or death and bet I chose the fucking latter
[02:43.86] Noose around my neck
[02:45.68] Ask me how I live
[02:47.26] Talk about good intentions but all these fucks I couldn't give
[02:51.16] Said all you want is peace, but how can we let this rest
[02:54.71] When I haven't slept in years and she's still sitting on my chest
[02:58.68] Little bitch
[03:02.94]
[00:19.19] Godly ambitions as I put on my chains
[00:22.51] Mirror splits my face into a thousand fragments
[00:26.15] Forgot what I even looked like
[00:28.13] Guess I finally got demented
[00:30.51] Days I wish I could forget everything I've ever seen
[00:34.87] Days I miss the bottle because that was really me
[00:38.57] Smoke my brain to a pulp
[00:40.36] So I could cope with the pain
[00:42.31] Med habit runs in the family so I ain't even ashamed
[00:46.28] Spent my days climbing
[00:48.02] Until I almost fell
[00:49.99] Lessons I learned
[00:51.13] And now I only trust myself
[00:53.73] Drop after drop I kept giving and giving
[00:56.68] Thought as long as I had songs to sing I could just keep on living
[01:04.19] It's been two years and I still haven't seen anyone
[01:08.51] Four more months and I bet the fucking flock will come
[01:12.62] And give me the same speech that they always do
[01:16.72] About "day one friends" and how "we is crew"
[01:20.33] But now I lost myself and you no longer know me
[01:24.21] I cut my arm to shreds to make sure I'm not a phoney
[01:28.20] Bars upon bars ain't a prison that can hold me
[01:30.97] Watch me peel back the skin and collect all of these trophies
[01:35.67] Spent my days climbing
[01:37.44] Until I almost fell
[01:39.31] Lessons I learned
[01:40.88] And now I only trust myself
[01:43.11] Drop after drop I kept giving and giving
[01:46.02] Thought as long as I had songs to sing I could just keep on living
[01:50.94] Now I'mma do as I see fit
[01:54.25] Cut out the cancer so I can fucking live
[01:57.32] Thought it was always us and you was part of the clique
[02:01.25] Fool I ain't never seen your face and you ain't never done shit
[02:05.68] Ask me how I live, beg me to forget
[02:09.04] Said you was never fucking there and we don't do alternative facts
[02:28.66] Devil give me strength so I can live with what they do to me
[02:32.26] They claiming we is friends but I know all these suckers using me
[02:36.19] Consider me a step up towards burning the fucking ladder
[02:39.72] This is life or death and bet I chose the fucking latter
[02:43.86] Noose around my neck
[02:45.68] Ask me how I live
[02:47.26] Talk about good intentions but all these fucks I couldn't give
[02:51.16] Said all you want is peace, but how can we let this rest
[02:54.71] When I haven't slept in years and she's still sitting on my chest
[02:58.68] Little bitch
[03:02.94]