Ringside

[00:03.71] Beat myself until I'm bloody
[00:11.49] And I'll give you a ringside seat
[00:18.94] Say that it's embarrassing
[00:24.52] I'm sorry that you had to see me like that
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[00:42.27] So you could either watch me drown
[00:48.93] Try to save me while I drag you down
[00:56.23] I wanna fix it, but I don't know how
[01:02.95] It isn't fair to make you wait around
[01:11.54] While all your friends are going out
[01:18.80] So Jesus, can you help me now?
[01:25.69] Trade me in for a briar crown
[01:33.29] Is there anybody coming back for me?
[01:38.87] If they ever were, they are not now
[01:47.97] So what's there left to talk about?
[01:55.23] I'm holding on just like a scratch-off ticket
[02:02.75] How I dig my nails into your skin
[02:10.34] Honey, I'm not stupid
[02:14.42] I know no one wins this kind of things
[02:21.67] It's just another way to kill an hour
[02:27.89] Wishing I was different
[02:33.70] Nobody deserves a second chance
[02:38.95] But honey, I keep getting them
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[03:11.61] Like a scratch-off ticket
[03:16.07] How you dig your nails into my skin
[03:23.97] Honey, I'm not stupid
[03:27.57] I know no one wins this kind of thing
[03:35.27] It's just another way to kill an hour
[03:40.73] Wishing I were different
[03:47.01] Nobody deserves a second chance
[03:52.13] But I keep giving in
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