If Before I Wake

Thunder woke me up, it was storming in the city
I was suddenly wide awake
Sitting in the darkness but my eyes they hadn't adjusted
I was on my own, on my own
I still find it scary
Lightning short could start a fire
brick and motor? might not survive
Would you start to miss me, would you start to miss me
Or am I all alone?
No, I'm just a narcissist

Too blessed to be depressed, thank Jesus
God I'm venting over
Love me
I'll let you take my sins out on me
I'll be your ever after, honey

Thunder woke me up, it was storming in the city
I was suddenly wide awake
Sitting in the darkness but my eyes they hadn't adjusted
I was on my own, on my own
I still find it scary
Lightning short could start a fire
? might not survive
Would you start to miss me, would you start to miss me
Or am I all alone?
No, I'm just a narcissist
I'm just a narcissist