So Soon

From the first month, I'm hers and
From the last pause, she's mine,
I need a secret textbook
Learning things under covers

The hostility, when I
Tickle her fancy, each night
I synthesise the same fights
Her point of view's another

So soon for you
To somehow find the best of me

Heavy petting, she welcomes
Under my skin, I'm broken
We're a jigsaw with pieces
Gone but not forgotten

And if we go slow, its fine
To build our own Rome, takes time
The chemicals flow, when I
Visualise when we're older

So soon for you
To somehow find the best of me

Falling in places
In between spaces
That I never could have imagined before