Stray Fantasies

You think you have to prove to someone else
But that means you're lying to yourself
I'll take the blame if it makes you feel good
What's love if not being misunderstood

All the things I knew you'd never say
All the ways you try to complicate
Why should I care about it anyway
If I get buried under this weight

It's turning me inside out
Somehow it's changed
It's turning me inside out
All the ways I let you down

These stray fantasies
These strange fantasies
In my head, in my head