Better If I Just Pretend

[00:03.35] Exploring my sadness
[00:06.65] Grieving someone still alive
[00:09.59] I know why I'm like this
[00:11.42] Because a part of me died
[00:15.12] When I left you, when I lost me
[00:17.63] When I trusted you just because you were lonely
[00:21.18] We have history, so you're owed all of me
[00:33.13] Now I've been
[00:36.00] Hanging around with your friends
[00:39.82] I think it's better if I just pretend
[00:47.83] Better if I just pretend
[00:53.78] Better If I just pretend
[01:09.17] I'm a stranger on your Polaroid
[01:11.85] And you started a wildfire on our memories
[01:14.99] You left a trial of pesticides and seemed
[01:18.94] To poison all your company, your garden never grows
[01:22.37] It's something I now know
[01:23.56] While I watch us decompose and fertilise whoever's close
[01:27.15] To wherever you are now, and the lies from your mouth
[01:33.43] Now I've been
[01:35.45] Hanging around with your friends
[01:39.64] I think it's better if I just pretend that we're cool
[01:47.60] Carrying the string of ghosts from what we had now
[01:51.46] We were friends, but it's better if I just pretend
[02:00.17] Better if I just pretend
[02:06.11] Better if I just pretend (better if I just pretend)
[02:15.49] Now I've been
[02:18.16] Hanging around with your friends
[02:21.51] I think it's better if I just pretend that we're cool
[02:26.44] Carrying the string of ghosts from what we had now
[02:33.01] We were friends, but it's better if I just pretend
[02:39.17] When I left you, when I lost me
[02:41.59] When I trusted you just because you were lonely
[02:45.39] When I left you, when I lost me
[02:47.49] And I trusted you, and now I still feel guilty
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