Ambivalence

[00:45.38] Restart, rewind
[00:49.98] Take me back to a better time
[00:55.84] Bearing the weight of the world
[01:01.16] I feel the pressure until I meltdown
[01:15.05] Until I meltdown
[01:28.24] Brain turbulence takes its toll
[01:34.21] So many shards of jarring thoughts
[01:38.67] And you know I just don't wanna be alone
[01:47.12] I just don't wanna be alone
[01:50.98] I'll chase the butterfly that made it all this way
[02:02.23] Bring me to the light with no words left to say
[02:08.28] I keep blaming myself until I meltdown
[02:15.12] A never ending glow
[02:19.85] Of white noise and you know
[02:24.22] I'm deaf to the sound and blind to it all
[02:30.01] Static friend or foe, there's no hope anymore
[02:35.16] I'll chase the butterfly that made it all this way
[02:46.47] Bring me to the light with no words left to say
[02:51.55] I keep blaming myself until I meltdown
[02:57.32] I know there's something wrong with me
[03:02.78] Am I supposed to figure it all out?
[03:08.22] Why don't I feel like you? (Like you)
[03:10.99] Why can't I think like you? (Think like you)
[03:13.94] I keep blaming myself until I meltdown
[03:22.62]
[03:41.32] Restart, rewind until I meltdown
[03:47.08] Take me back until I meltdown
[03:52.40] Bearing the weight until I meltdown
[03:57.60] I feel the pressure until I meltdown
[04:03.82] I'll chase the butterfly that made it all this way
[04:14.82] Bring me to the light with no words left to say
[04:20.02] I keep blaming myself until I meltdown
[04:26.20] (I know there's something wrong with me)
[04:30.29] I know there's something wrong with me
[04:33.17] (Am I supposed to figure it out?) Am I supposed to figure it all out?
[04:36.46] Why don't I feel like you? (Like you)
[04:39.25] Why can't I think like you? (Think like you)
[04:41.92] I keep blaming myself until I meltdown
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