Without drugs I'd be dead

[00:14.57] Oh im wasted all the time
[00:16.96] But i need drugs inside my veins to stay alive
[00:20.70] Abuse myself in hopes that i can tame in my mind
[00:24.33] I lay my head down will i make it past tonight
[00:29.07] Hold on wait
[00:31.27] Im a fake
[00:32.55] Looking in the mirror i can barely see my face
[00:36.24] Regreting all the times i asked somebody for some space
[00:39.66] Cause all i need right now is someone to friend, I need a friend
[00:44.14] Man im faded
[00:45.50] Im wasted
[00:46.36] Complaining that i cant take it
[00:47.58] But not changing
[00:48.51] Amazing
[00:49.89] Now will i ever face me
[00:51.65] Hide behind the drugs inside my brain
[00:53.21] Its a cycle stuck in maze
[00:54.93] Crave euphoria i cant change
[00:56.61] Palpitations i cant tame
[00:58.57] Ask my mumma check my vitals even though i know im a nurse
[01:02.70] She has no idea her son barely made out last year
[01:06.40] If i died right now then would i go and finally heal all of the pain
[01:09.99] But im afraid that if die then god will never ever save me
[01:14.03] When i look into my mirror
[01:16.33] All i sees a boy turned to a creature
[01:20.38] So much pain inside cant see his future
[01:24.16] So he sheds more tears these days its like a river
[01:27.45] Hide behind the drugs inside my brain
[01:29.90] Its a cycle stuck in maze
[01:32.10] Crave euphoria i cant change
[01:33.82] Palptations i cant tame
[01:35.58] Ask my mumma check my vitals even i know im a nurse
[01:39.15] She has no idea her son barely made out last year
[01:43.03] Oh im wasted all the time
[01:46.12] But i need drugs inside my veins to stay alive
[01:49.62] Abuse myself in hopes that i can tame in my mind
[01:52.99] I lay my head down will i make it past tonight
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