No grace No joy

No i dont want nobody to ever tell me that they love me
cnd i dont want nobody to ever tell me that they want me
Cause these all lies
Yes these all lies
Thats why im not fine
cnd why wanna die
Many times ive said goodbye
But im weak i cant lie
cnd my peace i cant find
From myself im tryna hide
Now im stuck inside this lonely hole
Lost the one i thought would make me whole
Lonely soldier
Tryning to take control
Of myslef before i finally go
No i hate love
I hate love
I hate drugs
cnd i hate her
For the pain that she left inside mine
But i love her
Tell her come back
No i dont want nobody to ever tell me that they love me
cnd i dont want nobody to ever tell me that they want me
Cause these all lies
Yes these all lies
Thats why im not fine
cnd why wanna die
Many times ive said goodbye
But im weak i cant lie
cnd my peace i cant find
From myself im tryna hide