i want(ed) To Die

I lost the battle with myslef
I hide my feelings on a shelf
My mum tells me i need some help
Then send me help
See i lost this battle with myself
These feelings i have never felt
They tell me that i need some help
Well i need some help
Fuck protection I don't need a vest
Cause the pains trapped in chest
How to heal it dont make sense
I cant lie yeah the devil now my only friend
Step inside its a real mess
I cant lie i must confess
Fuck the fame and the money I don't need checks
Im just doing my fam, all i needs rest
I know its time to die
Im sorry mum but dont you cry
The light in my soul so hard to find
So please me rest alone tonight
I lost the battle with myslef
I hide my feelings on a shelf
My mum tells me i need some help
Then send me help
See i lost this battle with myself
These feelings i have never felt
They tell me that i need some help
Well i need some help
clone tonight
He lays beside
Theres no more light
On a holy night
My souls left body
The vengeance inside me keeps calling
I lost the battle with myslef
I hide my feelings on my shelf
My mum tells me i need some help
Then send me help
See i lost this battle with myself
These feelings i have never felt
They she saying that i need some help
Well i need some help