Test Tube Messiah

I really wish I wasn't scared of confrontation
Or dental care or going to sleep without you there
But let me have my little madness
Let me dirty up your purity, embrace my broken body
Cause I'm happy most of the time
But I can really wish we didn't all have to die
Cause the beat of my heart will shake the earth
Like all those damn horses riding up to heaven
Take me like the earth takes a falling star
Burn away my inflated ego as I fall into your arms
Heartbreak down on me, bones skin eyes blood and teeth
Tell why I feel this in my knees in clockwise serenity
I'm a devil and devotee
Why does the end of us feel like the end of everything
But I'm gonna be okay
She's got red nails and brow hair
The sun flood her soft eyes and it makes me feel sick inside
But I don't trust in drugstore America
I don't trust your test tube messiah's 'cause I know I'm gonna be okay
I know that the universe is just like me
Filled up with black holes, a troubled past, and mostly empty
Take me like the earth takes a falling star
Burn away my inflated ego as I fall into your arms
Heartbreak down on me, bones skin eyes blood and teeth
Tell why I feel this in my knees in clockwise serenity
I'm a devil and devotee
Why does the end of us feel like the end of everything
But I'm gonna be okay